A Woman's Worth

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
a youth she's content to leave behind....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a feeling of control over her destiny...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without ruining the friendship...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her childhood may not have been perfect...but its over...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
whom she can trust, whom she can't, and why she shouldn't take it personally...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...where to go... be it to her best friend's kitchen table... or a charming inn in the woods... when her soul needs soothing...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she can and can't accomplish in a day... a month...and a year...

To all my fabulicious girlfriends out there, let's celebrate our worth! -grins-
Off to do my assignment *poof*

one month and counting

I've lost count of the number of times i let my blog died.
Perhaps I've been lazy
Perhaps I'm just not that committed
Perhaps my internet refuses to cooperate
Perhaps school has overpacked my time too much
Perhaps I just let revolving thoughts remain so
Perhaps...I just didn't know how to express myself.

It's been a whirlwind one month of action.
Attended Aunna and Pastor Adrian's wedding, was their usher for the church ceremony and part of the party revellers at the wedding dinner.
Aunna and the rest of the girls made me wore a dress for both ceremonies, a first for me.

Wearing a dress, is not as revolting as i thought it to be.
At least i think i prefer to don a dainty dress than trying to squeeze my arse into a skirt. It's such tough job to find a skirt that fits well really. But anyways, i still prefer my top-and-jeans combo anytime. comfort always come first. =)

I wonder how would my wedding be like.
Would it be such a celebrated and blessed event?
Or would i even get married.
Someone once told me, the ideal person never exists.
The more you want to find such a guy, the more he avoids you.
The more tightly you cling on to the relationship, the more fragile it gets.

I have absolutely no idea about the future.
School, Work, Family, Life.
Really, what would I be like 5 years from now?

sugar and spice

last shot with Vern before she heads for sunny Maldives =)


Sugar and Spice; all that is nice and wise.
I think it rhymes, to a certain extent. =)

Went to catch the media preview of the new Japanese movie "Sugar and Spice" at Cineleisure not long ago with Yao, Weiting, Jeremy, Stella and Jinlu. Many thanks to UFM1003 Movie Club for this freebie opportunity!

the movie is pretty alright, will give it a 3/5. I liked the atmosphere and the feel of the whole movie but somehow, there was this mysterious X-factor missing from the show. We all agreed on that.

Went to MeL and i realised that i am going to get snowballed under a pile of brainless assignments in a few more weeks. G-R-E-A-T. it's back to the life of being a slave to CHS, once again.

certain words will only mean its true meaning
to a certain someone

love in the first degree

i got too many overdued pics to upload.
i am too lazy to upload all of it
thus a single pic of myself to satisfy my ego
and to remind you all how i look like
WHEE!

A silly grin flashes across my face when I hear my Mambo Jambo songs playing in my iPod. They are so ultimately cheesy but they have that magical ability to put the little spring in my walk and the cheeriness in my heart. So far, I have found no one who prefers Mambo Jambo at Zouk over RnB at Phuture, save for Malcolm. Retro songs are cool, they make me happy =)

School has started, everything is good. I've got YES 933's Liyi as my Radio Production lecturer and Lee Kow Fong's cool. Tong King decided to have an image overhaul and he seriously turn heads. Danny Yeo sizzles each time I sees him. T02 is better and tighter than ever. And people are basking in bliss. Congrats to those who are standing strong in love, as for me? I think Cupid doesnt really wants to do anything with me right now. But nyah, I have Jessica. We shall work hard together and lament about our availability together over shopping and coffee =)

The fact that this is my last semester in Singapore scares the crap out of me.
The fear grips me by the night and it seems like all the good times that i enjoyed and hold dear to, are slipping away like sands in hand.

Somehow I wish time stood still.

after some time

Haven't got the motivation to actually settle my Jennifer Lopez-ish butt in front of my computer and blog.

I went to Xiamen for YEP for 2 weeks and I experienced life in its most medieval form where toilets are not flushable and your excretions are left there to be fossilized. My best memory from the 13 days in China is not the kids that call me "Xia Jie (Sister Xia)", making me feel as though I am some bona fide underworld Da Jie but simply 7 lads and my 2 buddies from class.

Say hello to the 7 Wolves and S.H.E of this YEP Xiamen =)

There were a total of 26 students on this trip but i dare say that, the morale of our group of 10 and the vitality is evident and totally rock socks. Words can only express this much, so using my forte of being a camwhore, out of the 528 photos that I've snapped during the trip, I did a video for them.

Thank you 7 Wolves (七匹狼) : Andy Junhua Ah Dong Wayne Song Keat Police Jing Mian
For taking such meticulous care of us girls.
For cracking us up each time we are together
For the booze that gave us a high time
For the love that you gave to some of us...-ahem- tall people find love faster -winks-
For the friendship that you have extended out.

Thank you my dearest fellow S.H.E: Jessica (Ella) and Jinli (Hebe)
You 2 are my 爱爱s.
Without the presence of the both of you, YEP would be a torture.
Thank you for loving me for who I am.
Thank you for being 2 of the biggest gems I've found in my entire poly life.

Of course my video is not of top notch quality. I got a freaking C+ for my Video Production module. I am still appalled at the result of my Narrative Video project. But oh wells, I guess God wants me to know that I can never be the Lee Ang or Andrew Lau of the next generation. Therefore I can kiss the castle building idea of receiving the Best Director award at Oscars' or Golden Horse goodbye. -shrugs-

I hope our appeal for Advanced Translation gets through. Not that I find Asian Cinema revolting but the thought of explaining terms like "film noir" and all in Chinese in my weekly cinematic reviews. Right, we are not watching commercialised movies all the time. Afghan movies, anyone? -rolls eyes-

Perhaps if I can do it in English and do it MY way, perhaps, Asian Cinema wouldn't jolt me from my sleep that much. I am hoping for the best. I'll shave my.......cat bald if it matters. -laughs-

我的不能说的秘密

Holiday Fatigue.

It's amusing how I managed to tire myself out daily despite screaming hurrah that holiday's here.
It's amusing how people have misconceptions so easily and they fall into the pit hole gullibly
It's amusing how I can self hypnotise myself regarding certain issues.

Really, what am i on earth for?

I still remembering starting school in all fervour
Now, i retract from the school.
Office was once the best place to sit and slack and enjoy the bright cheery warmth of HMS.
Now, all i see are splotches of black on the bright yellow walls.

It's easy to break one's heart.
Relationships is secondary.
You just have to make one lose his or her only hope.

mosquito bites

4 modules down, 2 to go.
Clap for me, please.
I managed to squeeze time out to visit my little humble blog to do some housekeeping. =)

Too many words to say and express the thousand and one things around me.
All I can is, life is like the 11 mosquito bites on my right and left ankles.
They irked you till you attacked them till they bled.
but they still continue to itch and irk you.
And then, you learn how to adapt to situations in life like,
manouvering your fingers around the itchy areas,
scratching them carefully so as to not aggravate the bleeding spots.

I don't know if you get the picture I am painting.
All I can say is, the problems in life is like mosquito bites.
They come and go.
So, stay optimistically happy in every shitty situation.

The days have been tough, mentally, physically and spiritually.
But still, I managed to stick it out, tears and all.
Pictures speak a thousand words.
- smiles -

darling anita, it's been awhile loves.


tong king and me..how to not love him?


2 guys and 3 girls at the HMS Awards Ceremony



The Cam whore queen and her patriotic army serving disciple

Steaming hot family at steamboat!



Right, I can't stand Eunice and her ah toot-ness. LOL



With the birthday girl in red. Me and my twist =)



I love my didi! 'nuff said



ah chow and ah bel



mr alfred chan rocks socks, like totally.



The small eyed people of CHS. Dont you dare small see tracy..TOP STUDENT leh!



Freaky monsters! -runs away-



Halfway through marketing presentation, we decided for some camera therapy



Mr Li Kow Fung. He's super "relax" and that is one big plus point!



Editing our reportage drove us to pose like this, amidst the computers and all



I am so going to miss the very cute auntie at NP Alumni Cafe. =(



We are like the stars of CHS? -laughs and rolls away-



Yea, we got addicted to it. It's the "Cool Wave"



Say goodbye to marketing, ATL BTL 4Ps and all!

close friends and good friends

It has been a long week.
Danny yeo's professional presentation ended on a note of..reflection.
For the first time in my entire CHS life, I was grouped with classmates who are not the usual suspects. I had my initial apprehension but all these were broken down as we went about doing this presentation. By the grace of God, we clinched second place for the presentation. =) it is a fresh grouping that brought many surprises.
And i'm pretty satisfied with the end product done together with my wonderful group mates - Cindy, Miaolin, Angelia and Jiamin.

Close friends and good friends.
I dont know about you, but to me there is a margin separating the 2.
One may have the favour of men and be bestowed with friends surrounding him.
But when night falls, whom can he call a trusted friend, a fellow knight?

To me, good friends and close friends are of equal importance.
The only difference between the two lies in silence.
Comfortably silent with.
Comfortable silence, silently comfortable.
Close friends require not much verbal communication
Silence can be comfortable and means much more.

For all my treasured friends, thank you for being an integral part of my life.
Although I may not have all the time for you, please be assured that you are always on my mind, in my prayers.
loves, people.
=)

Irritating

5 Things I Detest:

1: Losing the Internet connection at the most crucial point of time
2: People who have no shame nor sense of responsibility for themselves
3: Irritants who abuses people or animals
4: Thick-skulled people who have egos huge enough to engulf themselves
5: Uncouth people who delights in using profanities at people.


AARGH.

I just typed a super long post and at the most crucial point of time,
NP NET DISCONNECTED ME.

Must be the 2 buggers behind me who are riding on the bandwidth to play the inane DOTA.
And the guy in front of me kept chanting "CCB" like some prayer chant.
The only thing that kept me from smashing my lappie is the fact that I have yet to head down to Acer and command them to repair my lappie's touch pad/mouse/wireless strip.
RRRRRIIIGGGHHHTTTT.

It's a love-hate relationship I am experiencing now.

Hate, because NP has me chained to its doors.
I practically arrive at the campus in breaking sweat under the swelthering blazing sun and leaves the campus when the chilly wind blows and I am rushing to catch the last train back to Lalaland.
Thus, I have zilch time to meet up with lovely people nor having a proper time to ROC.

Love, because I get to meet lovely people and spend ample time in the campus before I head for the very foreign Zhejiang.

Life, is a contradiction itself.
As much as I relished in whining
I know it gets nowhere and is a downright insult to my intelligence.
There are more things in life than to complain about Tom, Dick and Harry.
Sometimes, we just need to see the big picture and not nit-pick on the minute details.
Humans are meant to be loved, not stabbed.

So , stop DOTA-ing.
The 2 behind
AND
the one in front who spews "KNNia, FCUK, CCBye, NBCB" like I drink iced-lemon tea.
DOTA is officially my public enemy #1 for it disconnects me at all the wrong timings!

Back to my love affair with assignments/term paper/projects.
POOFS!

chi ba boom

Great Singapore Sale has rolled down its curtains and have its motive achieved.
I'm pretty broke, officially.
Jess suggested going for the YEP programme in Sept to Xiamen. Hmm i am pretty tempted to like be a saint there and repair their water system. But money has always been an issue. UGH.we'll see how things goes i guess.


Mingxiu attempts to relive his childhood..


Wang Yu swings his ways up up and away..!


This is just to prove that my huge J-Lo worthy ass can squeeze into this kiddo ride.


Yao wants to prove to the world that if he can squeeze in..SO CAN YOU!

My classmates say the darnest things about each others.
We discussed about our weddings and how each of us will hold it over prata.
We nearly caused an upheaval in Mr. Prata with our hysterical laughter and maniac clappings.
No, i'm not exaggerating.
Hang out with us loose-wired CHSers and you'll know what Chinese Studies did to us.

As for my wedding, they suggested that all the invited guests need to chew their straws like how i do before they are allowed entry.
I should be in the Guinness Book of Records for my ability to chew straws.
Pretty proud of it though it scares potential Prince Charmings off.
And i get fined $2 by the cell each time they catch me with a flattend straw in my mouth.

And it won't be a white wedding.
Splashes of Red, Yellow, Orange and Brown.
I'll be wearing jeans or a denim gown because i really love jeans.
WHEE.
how exciting.
Yao said he might not be going, too scary.
Well, i'm not going his either..... i cant wear underwear to his wedding leh!
(haha, inside joke. he does not has the habit of wearing his Calvin Kleins. our whole class has been mooned by him thousand and one time.)

Frankly speaking, I'm really normal.
I look forward to a normal garden/beach wedding reception.
But as to whether will i ever get the chance to walk down the red carpet is another thing.
I never dare to dream about being called, "Mrs Annabel"
It's too surreal.

anyways...

DEY!
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MR. JAMES GOH!
HOPE YOU WILL PASS UR EXAMS AND MAY HAPPINESS BE WITH YOU =)
BLESSINGS TO FLOW ABUNDANTLY!
WHEE!

tough days

2 weeks flew by and i only managed to check of one item off my "to-do" list - cleaning my table and closet.
but not saying that the 2 weeks was spent in vain. 1 week was donated to the Ngee Ann Pri Sch event. the 2nd week was an rollercoaster cox i slept till the rooster stop cuckodoodling and the i have 3-in-1 meals altogether.

i know, i'm such a swine. -guffaws-

Zouk-ed on Wednesday.
I love Mambo Jambo not because it is free entry but i get entertained by all the retro songs and all the hand signals/dancing that those pros do.
super entertaining!
But they really should rename Ladies Night to Army Boys Night.
True, there are guys who willingly pay the cover charge of 20 and get step on their toes by stilettos.
They are trained by the army to withstand torture, anyways.
oh, and Zouk is like a mini NTSS gathering la.
it was packed like mad from Phuture to Zouk and some guy and i spoke with each other for a few moments. after which i realised, i have NO IDEA who is he.
bad lighting. i cant even make out faces.
give me retro or give me death! -grins-

Ngee Ann Kongsi treated the NAPS camp people lunch on Sat at a Teochew restaurant along Amoy Street.
it was a 8 course lunch and i felt like i was at some wedding reception of sorts.
just that there is no bride and groom and the person paying the tab is a charming uncle who happens to be the chairman of Ngee Ann Kongsi.
did i mention, Ngee Ann City belongs to them too?

So, in a few hours school reopens and i have to face my academic demons once again.
you can run but you can never hide.
and it is ironic how less observant the people closer to you are.

Whatever that is

I think I have lost my midas touch in doing stuff.
I sit facing the computer screen and my fingers no longer fly across the keyboard.
I pick up my pen and try to sieve out my thoughts but the paper remains a virginal white.
I attempt to start on my assignments but efforts have come to a nought.

All I really wanna do, is simply live in my fantasy and escape from the colourful world.

Still, I managed to drag myself and face the world.
- 14/6 danny yeo's presentation. Thank God I managed to clinched a B+ for my last minute preparation. Coffeebean proved to be useful
- 11-13/6 Ngee Ann Primary Chinese Cultural Camp. I was a teacher for the past few days and i'm messing with the thought of hearing young pucks calling me "Lin Laoshi".
- 15/6 K-boxed with jess.yao.jinli. I think they should make k-box like one of the criteria of entering CHS.
- 15/6 meeting up to celebrate kok's 19th. Our topic always revolve around the same few people but it never fails to crack me up. to eddie: you are my cutest di and u deserve a human, not a porcupine.
- 16/6 dinner-ed round 2 with chris ahpa, james, shawn didi, terence, bob, guomin and kelvin. i was the rose among the thorns, technically. but obviously, they never ever treated me like a proper lady. other than chris ahpa. ha
- 17/6 Fathers' Day. It holds little meaning to me anyways. But thank God for Chris, not sure how long i can continue being the unofficial cardmaker of the cell, but i enjoyed my stint. -guffaws-

Ps Eugene said something today, "When God closes the door, He often opens a window."
True, but the problem is,
I can't seem to pin point the exact location of the window.

Jump jump jump

And so my dearest lappie has revived itself with the divine help from Shuang's IT whiz friend.
It's like starting everything anew, on a clean slate.
I think this only happens to computers, never to humans.
Went down to Acer today to have my adaptor repaired and man, i'm making sure my battery's gonna be good to use.
Replacement of battery: SGD 190.
right.

Saturday: 02 June
other than being Shuang's coming-of-age 18 birthday, it was Mayday's concert.
And man, good is not even close to describing the electricfying vibes during the 3hours long high-powered concert. I teared when Ashin sang "Gong Lang" and the whole band stopped playing, and all that you can hear at the entire Max Pavillion is simply the 7500 strong crowd singing in unison.

我有我的路 有我的梦
梦中那个世界 甘讲伊是一场空
我走过的路 只有希望
希望你讲过的话 放在心肝内 总有一天

心上一字敢 面对我的梦 甘愿来做愚人

i guess the producer of the entire concert did a fantastic job. The way they arranged the songs and all. The meanings behind every penned down lyrics. i believe, my heartstrings was not the only that was being tugged at. I love Mayday.

and, Alicia and I promised to watch EVERY Mayday concert together forever, irregard of our marital status and the climbing age. -crossed fingers-

As usual, CHS is killing us all. Video filming, marketing, global issues, conlan, interpretation.
The usual suspects are feeling the heat and tolerating all the high-strung emotions.
But i guess that is part and parcel of life, how we ride through the storms together and geting to know one another better. i guess i need patience and stop thinking like an oaf.

too busy to ponder
too scared to feel
too fat to think
my brain is clogged with fats

brain exchange, anyone?

letting go

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hands

When the oceans rise and thunders fall
I will soar with you above the storm
Father You are King over the floods
I will be still
And know You are God

Find rest my soul in Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

My favourite Christian song - Still.
It's not as majestic like Shout To The Lord (a "classic")
but i like it for its simple lyrics.
not to mention, the memories this song holds for me.

I remember praying to God that i hope to hear Still being played in church again.
And on Sunday, as pastor Eugene was sharing Psalms 23 to the congregration
I heard the keyboardist playing the intro of Still.
My eyes lit up and
tears welled up.
My heart ached while tearing for the first time.

God heard me.
and He wants to released me of my burdens.

Danny Yeo's sharing lesson opened up this part in me which i stashed away.
The self-righteousness in me questioned the happenings
But I know God didn't want it too.
He gaves us a choice.
And we chose.

I'm still praying every night
For all of them and you.
For everyone who matters to me.

I'm learning not to live in the past.
I'm learning to embrace the future that God calls for me.
I'm learning to love God.

to marc: thanks for being a silent reader though i very much wish u will tag. ha. and i'm not prepared to wear my underwears on the outside. i'm a superhero WANNABE, remember? =)

for one more day

It gets on my nerve that I cant watch a movie decently now
I tend to pay attention to the DoP's choice of camera angle and whatnot.
"Not enought headroom/leadroom/noseroom"
"Extreme close-up/mid-shot/pull focus/over-the-shoulder"
How tormenting can 2hours in a cinema be?

School has been busy like crazy again.
Video Editing calls for divine patience because the PC runs on Windows 97.
Like who still uses a '97 la man.
Ngee Ann should use the money to upgrade the PCs if they bank on our media niche rather than building a silly traffic light where no students give two hoots about it.
UGH.

The best thing about this week?
i got myself a new phone. =)

and the worst?
i realised it's time to let go.

"Sometimes going back to something is harder than you think."
- Mitch Albom's For One More Day. -

misanthropic

Video production has started and has been a great eye-opener.
I don't aspire to be as great as Wong Kar Wai or Quentin Tarantino.
All I want
is to hear my name called out during the Golden Horse Award/Oscars.

But i guess, the chances of me being a hot-shot director is near to zero.
I am much more gifted in handling the slate.
- laughs -
How about giving me an award for "The Best Slate Girl - Scene 1 Shot 1 Take 1"?

-grins- this is called building tall castles in the middle of nowhere.

Humans are a capricous and weird lot.
I always wonder which bugger came up with the idea that humans are the smartest animal on earth. MY FOOT. Looking at my dear ah mao, i think i much rather be a cat.

Where all day long, my dear cat's only worries are :
- whether my master is going to feed me my favourite meat
- can i don't get a bath
- can i sneak out to eat the neightbour's bonsai plants
- why are the birds talking to me in the morning
- why cant i parade freely on the window ledge!?
- which is the best spot to sleep in the house.

Humans, on the other hand worry like never before :
- how can i beat that mugger and be the top nerd
- where should i go eat
- will i ever get married?
- how can i eat and NOT grow fat
- how to earn the most cash in the shortest time
- is there anyway i can grow taller?
- how to curry favour with my boss/teacher.


Humans, think too much, care too much, worry too much.
Not that i hate inter-personal relationships or i am some hermit, i pride myself to be amiable(at least to some la...), just that, i am tired of all the inter-personal relationships breakdown i am seeing and hearing lately.

WHY IS IT SO BLOODY HARD TO MAINTIAN A CIVIL RELATIONSHIP?
- twirls my curls and yank it all off -

i swear, until i get my inhibitions released,
i am not going that extra mile in.
i'll probably get you and me, both killed.
horribly.
seriously.

i hate groupings seriously.

Some blessings can be a burden.
Not that i don't want to be blessed, but i think someone forgot to remind me that blessings are tests too.

I thought we were all suppossed to be matured?
So why the animosity?
So why the complaints?
So why, the attempt to break something as fragile as relationships?

We all yearn for honesty.
We all yearn for peace.
We all yearn for simplicity.
We all yearn for acceptance.

But looking at situation now,
it's kamikaze.
You're killing yourself with your own bare hands.

Selfish?

I'm disillusioned too.

The road to simplicity is a complex one.
The road to happiness is a teary one.
How ironic
Can we all be.

year 2

i get all cynical and turn my nose up at the term "time flies".
albeit it IS a fact that time flies.
i just refused to admit this fact.
gawd, i'm year 2 now.

so, the past few days were fabulous.
HMS Orientation Camp was a camp to be reckoned with and i'm darn proud of my group 2 - PODDERS! i think, you guys are a great bunch of freshies =)
It was a jubiliant outcome for the entire school and Mrs Choo our director when we were crowned 2nd for the NP Telematch.
i told you, HMS is THE school to watch out for. -winks-

Went on to Trybe event at Hua Yi Sec.
it brought nostalgia back for me.
seeing how adorably enthusiastic the secondary school students were, it got me thinking about how lucky and how fast teens nowadays grow.

Time sure flies.

On the first day of being Year 2, headed down to Rochor for Tau Huay with Ben and Mich. i think, seriously, as i grow older, i really enjoy such kick-back R.O.C sessions with people whom i'm uber comfy with.
the sec sch peeps, poly lovelies, a05 darls and church family.

somehow, life seems more innocent during such easy moments.
it's like ecstacy.
how i forgot the treacheries of the evil world that is bent on bringing me down.

perhaps i should just sue TVB.
influx of HK dramas from a tender age is simply brain corruption.
i'm bloody one of them.
UGH.

Good Friday!

I give thanks for a wonderful friend called Vanessa who happens to have a IT expert for a boyfriend - Nicholas, who did the honours of setting up my router and thus, therefore, I am able to blog! HAHA.

2 more weeks till the start of Year 2.
I wonder how my juniors will take to me.
I wonder how I will survive Year 2.
I wonder will I be able to concentrate in class because i'm seeing Lee Tong Kong and Danny Yeo for the entire semester.
I wonder how I am able to wonder more than the average 19year olds.

Whatever it is,
i'll let the pictures do the talking.
owed too many people too many pictures.
HAHA

please do not kill me

how long has it been?
A month?

Alot of things flew by in this span of a month.
To much regret, i've turned 19.
And i think turning 19 makes me shut up more often.
i think it's just pure tiredness.

i got lots of peek-tures awaiting to be flash on this blogsite
but
unfortunately, i am a tech idiot.

even though i am a proud owner of a $80 Linksys router( a proud purchase from IT fair)
i STILL have not hooked it up to my cable modem
i think i should just leave it to the experts who are not in sight.
SIGH.
i wish Bill Gates was my neighbour, now.

and i'm really tired of everything else.
i hate people.
i'm a misanthropic.
ROAR.

shall upload pics ASAP.
please dun kill me .....-shudders-

CNY blast

At Aunna's place~


It's amazing how 23 of us managed to squeeze into this pic...

Mich.Qi.Me....kara-yong yuan-OKAY!

i think they were more interested in the food...INITIALLY.

p:s - will upload more pics the next entry cox most of the pics i have already transferred them to my dearie lappie. =)

Oink oink~

the year of the Golden Pig where the babies are supposed to be extra blessed and life to be good.
this leaves much to be seen but oh wells.

My CNY started off fine, went to church for CNY service. Joy mama's prayer for me was apt and i hope, with fingers crossed that this year 2007, albeit i have the gut feeling that it will be yet another challenging year, I hope, one year from now, the same old faces remains with new additions. It's a simple wish but to see it come through is going to be one tough hurdle to cross. ugh, i shall not be pessimistic.

I was a busy girl for the last 3 days of CNY. Went to the homes of Chris ah pa, Ben Teo, Aunna ah mah, Evelyn, Yan fen, Pastor Yueh Ping, Jessica and my relatives to bai nian, or rather to clear their that CNY goodies. Man, all the bak kwas, pineapple tarts, peanuts, kueh bangkits, ferrero rochers and steamboats have all made their grand entrance into my body system and are determined to stay on. UGH. time to lose the flab!

My K-box desire came through just a few hour ago. Went to Cine K-box with Michelle, Qi, Jimmy, Ben, Gabriel and James for the buffet-cum-k package. I not sure about the rest but i reckon my 24 dollars was well spent. We went crazy singing all the songs and ben's such a mike hogger la but i had fun. The mikes initially gave us some problems but after awhile, to hell with the echoes, we sang and sang and sang and ate and ate and ate. I think all the K-box servers could hear us and prolly covering their ears and trying hard not to snigger at us each time they come in to clear our mountains of plates or walk past us. Not that we cared though. muahaha.

and K box now damn "niao" la. they really chased you out on the dot. i still remembered in the past that even though our room was only until 10pm or what, we could sing an extra 15 to 30 minutes WITHOUT any "Excuse me, we need the room" or "Your time is up" kind of reminders. But oh wells either they have wised up and not get cheated by patrons or they really cannot tahan us. whatever it is, i am a happy girl because i managed to sing k box today and last week with the CHS peeps. -GRINS-

My 2007 mantra:

My ang pow money shall not be touched.
my ang pow money shall not be touched.
my ang pow money shall not be touched.
MY ANG POW MONEY SHALL NOT BE TOUCHED!