Whatever that is

I think I have lost my midas touch in doing stuff.
I sit facing the computer screen and my fingers no longer fly across the keyboard.
I pick up my pen and try to sieve out my thoughts but the paper remains a virginal white.
I attempt to start on my assignments but efforts have come to a nought.

All I really wanna do, is simply live in my fantasy and escape from the colourful world.

Still, I managed to drag myself and face the world.
- 14/6 danny yeo's presentation. Thank God I managed to clinched a B+ for my last minute preparation. Coffeebean proved to be useful
- 11-13/6 Ngee Ann Primary Chinese Cultural Camp. I was a teacher for the past few days and i'm messing with the thought of hearing young pucks calling me "Lin Laoshi".
- 15/6 K-boxed with jess.yao.jinli. I think they should make k-box like one of the criteria of entering CHS.
- 15/6 meeting up to celebrate kok's 19th. Our topic always revolve around the same few people but it never fails to crack me up. to eddie: you are my cutest di and u deserve a human, not a porcupine.
- 16/6 dinner-ed round 2 with chris ahpa, james, shawn didi, terence, bob, guomin and kelvin. i was the rose among the thorns, technically. but obviously, they never ever treated me like a proper lady. other than chris ahpa. ha
- 17/6 Fathers' Day. It holds little meaning to me anyways. But thank God for Chris, not sure how long i can continue being the unofficial cardmaker of the cell, but i enjoyed my stint. -guffaws-

Ps Eugene said something today, "When God closes the door, He often opens a window."
True, but the problem is,
I can't seem to pin point the exact location of the window.