misanthropic

Video production has started and has been a great eye-opener.
I don't aspire to be as great as Wong Kar Wai or Quentin Tarantino.
All I want
is to hear my name called out during the Golden Horse Award/Oscars.

But i guess, the chances of me being a hot-shot director is near to zero.
I am much more gifted in handling the slate.
- laughs -
How about giving me an award for "The Best Slate Girl - Scene 1 Shot 1 Take 1"?

-grins- this is called building tall castles in the middle of nowhere.

Humans are a capricous and weird lot.
I always wonder which bugger came up with the idea that humans are the smartest animal on earth. MY FOOT. Looking at my dear ah mao, i think i much rather be a cat.

Where all day long, my dear cat's only worries are :
- whether my master is going to feed me my favourite meat
- can i don't get a bath
- can i sneak out to eat the neightbour's bonsai plants
- why are the birds talking to me in the morning
- why cant i parade freely on the window ledge!?
- which is the best spot to sleep in the house.

Humans, on the other hand worry like never before :
- how can i beat that mugger and be the top nerd
- where should i go eat
- will i ever get married?
- how can i eat and NOT grow fat
- how to earn the most cash in the shortest time
- is there anyway i can grow taller?
- how to curry favour with my boss/teacher.


Humans, think too much, care too much, worry too much.
Not that i hate inter-personal relationships or i am some hermit, i pride myself to be amiable(at least to some la...), just that, i am tired of all the inter-personal relationships breakdown i am seeing and hearing lately.

WHY IS IT SO BLOODY HARD TO MAINTIAN A CIVIL RELATIONSHIP?
- twirls my curls and yank it all off -

i swear, until i get my inhibitions released,
i am not going that extra mile in.
i'll probably get you and me, both killed.
horribly.
seriously.