so i am 20

happy 20th birthday to myself.

unfortunately, i can no longer call myself a teen because i am no longer nineteen.
i am twenty. the big 2-0.
and i still am single as always.
and i still look like crap.

whoever said a girl will blossom into some big beauty at 18 is a L-I-A-R.
it's 2 years down the road i have yet to become some big time chio bu.
-guffaws-


as the years goes by, i've become like sort of a hermit.
i hate going to town on weekends
i hate shopping with crowds
i rather eat zichar and chill with people i'm comfy with.
20 but i am acting like i am hitting 40. -faints-

i do not have much birthday wishes.
just wishing that..
we will all be happy.
we will all be safe
we will all be peaceful
we will all be successful
we will all be loved
we will all find love
we will all stay together.

see i am so weida.
all my wishes includes YOU. yes you, who is reading my blog. -grins widely-
i guess all i want is good karma and God to forgive me for all the crap i've done.
i wanna go heaven when i die.
yea, i guess that is my wish.
haha

thank you loves for your many wishes.
will post more pics soon =)