emotional wreck

this hasnt been the best of week.
i threw tantrums
i let the ugly side of me surfaced
i nearly lost something important
i think God seemed frustrated at me and my spiteful side.

but after one fateful night
i realised that i have no rights being a wild and spiteful child
for i am no hot babe who can get away with everything.
i'm just throwing away everything that is significant.
frankly speaking i don't know what i want.
i'm still learning.
-heaves a sigh-

and i really hate departures.
it just makes me go into a overhaul mood of emotional downturn.

thursday: bye bye teaching track n some ibp peeps
saturday: bye bye huiqi
sunday: bye bye mr lee tong king

byebye byebye byebye byebye
i've never said my goodbyes so tearfully before.
whoever came up with the word BYEBYE should just turn in his grave.
6 mere letters that can cause emotional tsunami.

a silver lining among the dark clouds..


happy sweet 17 my dearest Didi =)


i forced him to do this to make me H-A-P-P-Y.
you see that's why i say he'll make a good husband
too bad he's too young for me
-guffaws-