hello yes933

For the record:
- I've turned 20
- I'm seriously balding
- I'm in Year 3 CHS now, technically
- I'm on attachment
- I started on 24 March and will kiss goodbye on 8 August
- I've got 2 fellow CHS at Mediacorp! (Yuchi at LOVE972FM and Sian Choo at RSI News)
- I'm attached to Y.E.S. 93.3FM
- No, i don't get to go on air, i'm just an intern who is being exposed to the real radio industry behind the glam. hello, reality.


So yes, attachment.
Frankly speaking, i really am happy to have landed at 933.
My supervisor is Huishi, the programme director whom i call "Lao Ban".
I feel pretty stress because she seems to have very high expectations for everything and this is the worst time to screw up because it is their busiest period with lots of events coming up.

Everyone seems to think that being attached at a radio station means i will have a chance to go on-air. haha i wish. all i do is those basically admin and rather "unglam" stuff but i'm okay with it. Huishi said when i get settled down and all, she will let me handle some minor radio productions stuff. And i'm cool with it, i'm an intern afterall and all i really want is to explore and see see. Start from bottom, that's how i climb up! =)

Janeal is the Senior Promotions Executive. The one whom you bugged half the time when you want to claim your contest prizes and all. She's teaching me the ropes and i realised, the backbone of a radio station is her (and Lao Ban of course =)). I mean, if she weren't around, no one will administer the prizes, salaries, emails and everything else. so yea, tough job.

I hope i'll survive this 4 months of attachment at MediaCorp.
I'm thankful that I have great colleagues and i got friends with me at MediaCorp.
I should not worry about too many stuff.
I mess things up when i worry unduly.
so ya.

I.SHALL.NOT.WORRY.ABOUT.MY.FUTURE.

Bite me if you see me worrying unduly,
i deserve a kick in my very J.Lo-esque butt.
thank you very much =)

so i am 20

happy 20th birthday to myself.

unfortunately, i can no longer call myself a teen because i am no longer nineteen.
i am twenty. the big 2-0.
and i still am single as always.
and i still look like crap.

whoever said a girl will blossom into some big beauty at 18 is a L-I-A-R.
it's 2 years down the road i have yet to become some big time chio bu.
-guffaws-


as the years goes by, i've become like sort of a hermit.
i hate going to town on weekends
i hate shopping with crowds
i rather eat zichar and chill with people i'm comfy with.
20 but i am acting like i am hitting 40. -faints-

i do not have much birthday wishes.
just wishing that..
we will all be happy.
we will all be safe
we will all be peaceful
we will all be successful
we will all be loved
we will all find love
we will all stay together.

see i am so weida.
all my wishes includes YOU. yes you, who is reading my blog. -grins widely-
i guess all i want is good karma and God to forgive me for all the crap i've done.
i wanna go heaven when i die.
yea, i guess that is my wish.
haha

thank you loves for your many wishes.
will post more pics soon =)

emotional wreck

this hasnt been the best of week.
i threw tantrums
i let the ugly side of me surfaced
i nearly lost something important
i think God seemed frustrated at me and my spiteful side.

but after one fateful night
i realised that i have no rights being a wild and spiteful child
for i am no hot babe who can get away with everything.
i'm just throwing away everything that is significant.
frankly speaking i don't know what i want.
i'm still learning.
-heaves a sigh-

and i really hate departures.
it just makes me go into a overhaul mood of emotional downturn.

thursday: bye bye teaching track n some ibp peeps
saturday: bye bye huiqi
sunday: bye bye mr lee tong king

byebye byebye byebye byebye
i've never said my goodbyes so tearfully before.
whoever came up with the word BYEBYE should just turn in his grave.
6 mere letters that can cause emotional tsunami.

a silver lining among the dark clouds..


happy sweet 17 my dearest Didi =)


i forced him to do this to make me H-A-P-P-Y.
you see that's why i say he'll make a good husband
too bad he's too young for me
-guffaws-