passing

my grand-dad passed away on friday. somehow i felt a tinge of regret because i didnt visited him when he was in a much better shape. my mum didnt brought me to see him cox i had work that day. i wished, i did went to see him. the last i saw him was on chinese new year. and yea i mean i'm such a procrastinator. i kept procrastinating about going to visit him and kept thinking that he'll live another year longer.

but yea i'm okie la. in a sense it was a blessing for him to leave. he sufered from stroke 10 years agon and has been bed-ridden since. i mean can u imagine lying on the same bed for 10 years without the ability to bathe and get up to walk urself? ur left side is immobile and ur right aint any better. it's been quite a suffer for him i guess so yea. i mean the only thing i hope now is that he's in a better place in good hands. yupx.