sick

yea! the momo boy n his gf are out at momo momo-ing again! haha. momo boy is my bro, unfortunately. if u happen to see a me-lookalike at momo or dbl o, yes, it's HIM.

Christmas round the corner but i'm sick. -groans- no thanks to last sunday where after having my pores oil-ified at weidong's BBQ and then rushing to joanne n uncle chan's wedding dinner reception. michelle (not ah chow) and i wore matching victorian-style tops and wolfed down 4 BOWLS of sinfully delicious chocolate fondue. thsu my fever n sore throat. =( didnt help that michelle me n ah seng bombed at my place and drank,courtesy of seng. =)

work is okie but i CANT STAND HER. wah lau, just because i'm a part-timer doesnt mean u can bully me okie? Get some exercise and stop insisting u're a small-medium size weare when ur tummy is obviously BURSTING through the seams. nope. aint putting her name cox her son's com savvy. ha. and madam, my name is ANNABEL not adeline, not isabel. ANN-NER-BELL yes. repeat afetr me..correct!

so i went for the radio course, met a bunch of crazy friends and hung out with jac for mango shopping. ha. i've come to realise...shopping alone is harmful and we are all NOT in a christmasy mood. what's the point really?

and dong, i hope u liked the CD i spent hours at gramophone picking a cd which i like and i think you would like! =D lunch one day soon okie? =D

kez: yea i'm keeping my hair long cox i'm lazy to cut. haha. fat ppl are lazy!

woot!

when was the last time i blogged? Ans: eons ago.

HURRAH! HUIQI and TWIT's back! =D happy happy happy

haha. yea i was busy and it didnt help that my bro suffered from food poisoning and kept rushing to warm the toilet with his presence and habitually glued his arse to the com. -eew-

went to mayday concert last sat. OHMYGOSH. i'm so IN LOVE and IN AWE of them now. they are now like in my top 3 list of must-buys. -grins- 3 and 1/2 hours of non stop adrenaline-pumping songs and screaming. it helps that Alicia is as high as me! haha, I LOVE YOU AL!

monday was a movie date with yun to watch Perhaps Love. and yes, my eyes overfloweth. i cried like 3 times? jacky cheung's voice made my hair stood and takeshi's eyes was as mesmerising as tony leung's. gosh, for a moment, i felt i was involved in the whole movie-in-a-movie movie.

and it's official, ALICIA ONG ANITA ONG and LIM JIE MIN, if the 4 of us by the age of 30, we are STILL unfortunately single, (the men must have been blind), we shall all stay together in a penthouse unit in a orchard road condominium! and we can well afford it cox by then, we are definitely high-flying executives who patronises Louis Vuitton, Bottega Venetta, Hermes and Guess? like no one's business. -triumphant grin-

Weidong: i DEMAND 1: a gift from hk 2: xmas gift! =D

P:s will be back to tag when i return from my radio course! haha

lover

woo hoo i love my new layout! it took me ages to figure some of the html codes but oh wells..at last finally i made it. smashing, eh? -proud grin-

i hurt my finger while working the other day. my index finger of my right hand is now numb. cant feel anything..just the surge of pins and needles. i half expected it to turn black and rot away. haha nothing too serious but i'm hoping it'll get well soon so i can behave normally once again. ugh. WORK. i'd prefer studying though.

to wini: enter balcony? i just walked in la. =)
to jasmine: messy affair in ms = long story tell u next time, eh?
to desmond: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! YOU'RE THE BEST!
to alicia: MAYDAY!!! WEAR RED! haha

ALICIA ONG PUT ME UP TO DO THIS!!!

*Rules of the game: Post 5 Weird and Random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours."

1: i literally eat my straw.
2: i tried removing my mole when i was young but too bad..
3: i get the shivers even when i see a pic of snake
4: i stutter and speak too fast
5: i love smelling my cat

5 people to do this: Sharmaine, Michelle, Desmond, Germaine, Julie =D

thumper

i just realised that Calvin Klein Jeans is under the same company as Country Road and as staff there we are entitled to discounts at Ck Jeans AND Ferragamo..! but the catch is...ONLY FOR FULL TIMERS. DAMN!

Yesterday had a Christmas gathering for all the Country Road and CK Jeans staff. We went Thumpers. and i was OBVIOUSLY under-aged sicne the age requirement is 25. but sicne it was a corporate event ha! age is no barrier! -grins- Pamela (the managing director) treated everyone and i reckoned she spent quite a lot since..there were like bottles of Jim Bean, Whiskey, Chivas Regal, red wine Orange juices, coke being ordered. plus finger food for the pregnant ladies. so yes. imagine how much she earns.

and yes i drank. of course. forced to gulp down a couple sips of my jim bean when i lost a card game. but eya it was fun la. we had gift exchange and i realised the person i was supposed to give the present to, Adrian, was MUSCULAR. i nearly fainted cox i assume he was the standard male size. at least he was nice since i had zilch idea how he looked like until then.

Balcony till daylight followed after a messy affair at MS. i like chilling at the balcony and stoning while idly chatting. i guess we are all changing? it's just a matter of which direction we are skewed towards and whether we have our feet on the ground. i hope i have mine.

parkinson

woo-hoo! i love david tao! went to his concert on saturday with the King of 8 Eggs (say it in chinese) Desmond. the concert was great! David tao's music is superb! that's why i love him as much as jay. and once again i did something totally hilarious and embarrassing. i dropped my light stick like..6 times?? Desmond officially declared me with parkinson disease cox.where in earth got people drop lightstick while waving so frequently???? -buries head in arms-

ugh. country road's killing me. working there other than the fact that the pay is good and i see tai-tais buying their $69 PLAIN Giordano-esque tees in EVERY colour with no qualms. i'm DYING of boredom. it's so ironic. you have nothing to do but u NEED to show you are doing something. -groans- working is sucky. i doubt i can ever survive retail hours. 6 days a week, 8 hours a day. I HAVE A LIFE!

the balcony

okie i know this entry came at a uber late time but still...O"S ARE OVER! lox i'm slow..or rather was just too busy to come and update. i've started working again..this time got myself a retail job at Taka's COuntry Road. man, i'm working like 6 days a week and it doesnt helps that they play the SAME Christmas Cd ALL DAY LONG. -groans- i wont say it's very fun working there but it's an experience afterall..and part-timers do all the shit work there..-shrugs- cant complain.

so yea, went to watched Harry Potter yesterday with poo and julie. the movie was not bad though i had to rely on poo to explain some stuff to me since i'm not into Pottermania. We went to Partyworld to sing k with jac since he has a $20 voucher. haa i love to sing k! jac and i practically hogged the mikes 3/4 of the time since poo only stuck to English and Stef Sun's songs. and the english songs' mtv are totally so out of point. imagine singing "The Anthem" and the screen is that of a bikini-clad girl kayaking???! so off!

Partyworld had a time limit so u cant really like linger longer. DARN. i still prefer K-Box. Our last song was some ChinaDolls song that goes, " VI~~! BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!" utterly hilarious cox the 3 of us girls went super high singing that cheesy song while poo struggles to keep up. HA!

oh! and we went to The Balcony at like 4am. that place's nice! we slacked around and chatted with ther servers there. nice place to hang out since it's like open 24 hours? but during peak hours it's like super packed oh wells! new place to chill anyway...and hello SHARMAINE KHOO WHEN ON EARTH ARE YOU GOING TO CONTACT ME?!!?
off to meet my A05 darlings! -grins-

norturne

ah. countdown. 11 days to o's and in order to really kick complacency out of my life, i decided that i will not come online and blog unless it's neccessary. and even if i do, i'll be online for only 1 hour or less.so if u see me online like more than 3 minutes...ASK ME TO GET LOST! -groans- yes. so wish me luck for the big doughnut as jasmine says. will be back to superstardom on 18 november! woo-hoo! and i love jay's new song - norturne. -swoons-
study study study ~

i feel stupid

Desmond! haha yea we're going for david tao! kin buy tix now!!! and yes u are the best! =D

there are only 2 persons in the world that have the ability to make me listen to them and think about what they said and end up feeling retarded at myself. they are none toher than melvin and weidong. no not melvin huang jia hun from new town, but melvin chai a.k.a mel-cha from a05 now in np.

ha. melvin and his phiosophical talks and weidong with his uber melancholic writings. God, i wish i have just as much brain folds like them. ha. okie, countdown to o's..16 days and what have i completed? nothing much to rave about. i've gotta mug mug mug. 3 subjects of which 1 can only "ting tian you ming". gosh i can only clasp my hands in prayer and wish to get into mass com next year. mass com is the only reason why i chose to re take blardy english if not i prob am in some neurotic engineering course now.

cant wait for nov 1, jay's new album out. ha! my husband n me finally reunited! -grins widely- will tag tml...-groans- my books are seducing me.

beyond

i'm star-struck! haha. my a05 darlings should know. went for a gathering with them at scotts on friday and i SAW beyond! -swoons- okie i didnt actually saw all 3 of them but i saw the drummer ( ye shi rong) and i was already gushing. he was real nice and i took a picture with him. -grins widely-

the guy in the middle is ye shi rong..the one i took a pic with =D

okie i gather not everyone of my age knows who are they but yea, i grew up listening to them but i was never particularly crazy about them but oh wells. they ARE good and i regret not going for their last ever concert before breaking up. oh wells, at least i have the vcd =D

and i so wanna go for david tao's concert.. DESMOND!!!!! u are so going to go with me! haha. gosh o's are like uber near and i guess i have to be the hardworking girl now..haha. wish me luck!

mayday

and here cometh my results...
English language - B3
Combined Humans (SS + Hist) - A1
Literature - A1

think i should really thank God for my results. i remember i was chionging the Full House vcds while cramming all the twelfth night and king of the castle stuff in my brain. so yes, haha. now i can only HOPE that i'll get similar results for O's. IF ONLY. i wanna get into mass com and see my darling jasmine! -groans-

and i swear, i'll never step foot into the engineering faculty. because i simply will die a horrible death there. i mean can u imagine me, fiddling with some science experiments and exclaiming "Eureka!" i've invented chocolates that helps weigth loss? N-O. not that i hate science. i actually love experiments but i guess my brain is deaf to science lingo. not to mention maths. gosh, sometimes i wish i was like my bro. he's good in everything except chinese and literature and history. but on another thought, nah, i don't wanna be a replica of him. it's a NIGHTMARE being him.

so yes, procrastination is the thief of time. i shall now go and study my 3 pathetic subjects and pray hard that i'll get a 6pts or less for these 3. =D

woo~ i'm going to mayday concert!! haha i'm so darn excited!

l.o.v.e

man i'm so in love with mayday right now..alicia, u promised me mayday concert! I DONT CARE!

and i reaslised my one week holiday did me no justice. all i did the entire time was..tv, breakfast, tv, lunch, tv, dinner, tv, sleep. and occasionally i did some housecleaning but it was useless. i grew fat. like i wasn't fat enough . darn.

so yes, i'm wondering how to lose the flab and not succumb to those endless commercials about slimming programmes.."$380 for 10 sessions! no hidden costs! no pain! no injections! no pills!"
i wish! too bad u gotta be 18 and above to join but boy am i tempted to try out extrim or tummitrim. haha. i'm desperate but i was never stick thin in the first place. -groans-

but yes, i went running but it's no fun running alone. anyone care to join me in my running regime? ha. oh wells. but yeait's fine if i'm fat and ugly. because we make the world a better place and cox we're fat and ugly, we make the slim and beautiful, slim and beautiful. so yes, we are your heroes and without our existence, u can never be deem slim and beautiful. ha.

to those who are having N's, promos and preparing for o's..GOOD LUCK AND GOD BLESS! =D

insomnia

i'm officially a vampire. i've been awake for 36 hours and 21 minutes and counting. no, i'm not trying to break a world record but i'm DYING to sleep but some how my mind refuses to go a off-mode. help. i even went to sing k with a fellow insomniac (alicia) and even went out for a movie with chris joy cho julie leonard and tianxi. gosh. my biological clock is in haywire.

went to watch the "wait till u're older" haha had everyone except tianxi in tears. the ending was very touching and i find the quote pretty apt.

Life is a one way journey.
Regretfully, you cannot turn back time and go back to the old life.
But thankfully, you need not go through the entire ordeal again.

so yes, now i shall return back to my bed and force myself to sleep. -groans- why is it so hard to sleep!!!!!!

director

when i grow up, i dont wanna be like those concubines in "Jin ZhiYu Nie" fighting for the affection of the chee-ko-peh emperor and losing their principles to become the emperor's fave candidate for bedtime romps.

Neither do i wanna be those palace maids in "Da Chang Jin" who have to cook for the entire royal family and scheme their way to become the Top Lady of the Royal Kitchen. Palace maids cant die in royal grounds and u cant get married. how dreadful can it be for a young woman?

As for me, when i grow up, i'd rather be the director who shouts "Cut!" and disallow Jackie Chan from hogging the big screen and getting the plastic-enhanced Korean beauty Kim Hee Sun (look at her nose..one punch and she'll look like the k-version of michale jackson's sister la-toya) to bare her twin peaks to him and i'd get the people to fawn over me instead of the chee-ko-peh emperors in "Jin Zhi Yu Nie" and "Da Chang Jin".

i wonder, do emperors get AIDS? If i could, i'd make sure the empress wields the most power in the royal harem, which woman could stand her husband being in the arms of 3000 different concubines and risk being upstaged by his fave concubine a la Jin Zhi Yu Nie.

so there you go, yours truly here shall do the world a favour and be the director and save everyone from watching bad shows. excuse me while i go watch my one tree hill.

liberation

it's 12.14 and yes i'm done with prelims! -flips hair truimphantly- i must be insane. o's are like next coming month but who cares, liberation for now! english, lit, ss, hist, yea they're all my good friends, no trouble whatsoever during my 2 weeks mugging, or rather...the night before mugging. "ling shi bao fo jiao" (last minute hug buddha leg). ha. hopefully i'll do okay.

oh did i mention the tv-addict in me got started all over again. in between mugging for prelims, i managed to chiong finish the korean rom-com "Full House" starring Rain(boy, his smile is worth my burning of midnight oil man~) and song hye gyo (if plastic surgeons can make me look like her i'll die with joy!). the show's great and the soundtrack is something i'm dying to lay my hands on.

i guess i'm ur atypical singaporean. i have no qualms settling my huge ass in front of my tv and watched dramas after dramas while munching on chocs and ice lemon tea. and yes, the greatest thing that God ever invented after ice lemon tea is ...right SCV. unconvinced? i'll show u my tv list...WEEKDAYS only -winks-

1900: other than ch u's Pride at 7.30 i dont watch..no good show mah! or rather i watch mtv. ha.
2000: variety show n vareity slapstick. brain freeze
2100: ch 8's beyond the axis of truth 2. i still watch it even though the sub plots resemble a tvb drama and the island.
2200: i'm a multii-tasker! i surf through
ch5's lost, ANTM4,
ch8's news
cable ch 49 talkshow, ch 52 miss and mr con (kang xi lai le!) and ch 55 re-run of truimph in the skies (even though i've the vcd..)
WHEW
2340: ch 55 war and beauty (jin zhi yu nie)..palace rivalry and scheming..yummy biatches fighting for the cheeko peh emperor.
0030: the hottest korean drama of all times..jewel in the palace! food, medicine, rivalry once again. i wanna be changjin in my next life. why is she so bloody able to cook and can memorise all the stupid herbs without any mistake??

and THERE YOU GO. i watch so much tv that i think scv probably hates me and pub loves me for wasting so much electricity. sigh, confessions of a teenage tv lover. this is an addiction harder to kick than smoking because...aiyah WATCH TV LA!

prelims!!!

woo~ my prelims are next week. SOMEBODY PLEASE SEND A SNIPER AFTER ME SO THAT IF I DIE I NEED NOT TAKE MY EXAMS! like dream on. mr david gave us OBVIOUS tips about what was going to appear for prelims. and if anyone were to fail there are only 2 reasons ..
1: you did not turn up for lessons
2: you must be an idiot.

i hope i'm neither 1 nor 2. because i'm such a genius that even when i sleep mr david thinks i'm hardworking -smirks- okie i better back off the computer..will be back to update when my prelims are over. and if i dont, someone really heeded my plea and sent a sniper after my life to end my agony. lolx

constipation

i think my gastric and excretory organs are creating a ruckus inside of me. been feeling constipated these few days and my shit never ends. eeew. my farts are horrendously stinky and i guess in some ways it prevents me from shopping. haha.

but no matter how horrendous my constipation maybe. it cant be compared to these 4 girls whom i saw at bugis today. my gawd. 2 pairs of girls wearing IDENTICAL clothes and carrying IDENTICAL accessories. ghastly is how i will describe them. they are so not cute. should have farted in their face and make them pass out...*cross arms smugly*

aww shit. i feel it coming again..toilet! will be back to tag at soem of ya's!

mob boss wannabe

wini: yes i forgot to add the fact that my funeral must be very hk mob-ish. u shall lead ur yakuza boys to pay their respects to me. my boys will then call u boss after i die. *wink

how dumb can i get. my doc gave me medicine to eat for my skin problem. i was SUPPOSED to eat 2 pills a night but guess what? i only ate 1. how smart of me. -groans. my eyes too small that's why. went to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. i hereby announce that julie sim and i are going to open a chocolate factory that rivals willy wonka's! wahaha. or maybe, we'll merge but we'll talk about it when julie and i scrimp up enough for the basic capital. anyone wanna be a shareholder too?

oompah-loompas are uber CUTE. i so wanna lay hands on the OST of Charlie. but willy wonka seems to bear an uncanny resemblance to michael jackson..hmmmm. oh! and if u wanna buy REAL willy wonka chocolates, go to Millenia Walk! there's a fab gourmet chocolate store that sells the EXACT willy wonka chocolates and yes, they nice heavenly. till then, i'll chomp on my willk wonka chocolates!

sneeze my way to illyria

ugh after the funeral all i get is a fever, sore thorat and flu from polishing 1 full plate of peanuts with 2 refills. gawd! i'ved told my mum on how to arrange my funeral should i pass before her. you are suppose to adhere to my rules too =D

1: Christian ceremony, of course. please cremate for i dun wish to be in mud for 10 years before my grave is exhumed.

2: sunflowers please and if could, orange coffin made of rosewood

3: no sad music. i've got plenty of CDs, please play them. most prefarably, my Jay Cds?

4: NO absolutely NO VEGETARIAN food.

5: NO peanuts. give my guest chocolates and iced-lemon-tea from the uncle of my hawker centre downstairs.

6: NO black or white standard funeral garb. Dress in orange or yellow or purple or green. my adored colours.

7: 3 days event. short and sweet!

8: All 10 of my lao gongs MUST be there!

okie. 8 rules of my funeral. till then..i will c'est le vie! =D

passing

my grand-dad passed away on friday. somehow i felt a tinge of regret because i didnt visited him when he was in a much better shape. my mum didnt brought me to see him cox i had work that day. i wished, i did went to see him. the last i saw him was on chinese new year. and yea i mean i'm such a procrastinator. i kept procrastinating about going to visit him and kept thinking that he'll live another year longer.

but yea i'm okie la. in a sense it was a blessing for him to leave. he sufered from stroke 10 years agon and has been bed-ridden since. i mean can u imagine lying on the same bed for 10 years without the ability to bathe and get up to walk urself? ur left side is immobile and ur right aint any better. it's been quite a suffer for him i guess so yea. i mean the only thing i hope now is that he's in a better place in good hands. yupx.

moo-ved!

heys all..yeap i've moved. found somewhere to hide since my this blog is screwed. -grippers-
all be nice and add me at my new home :
moo i help you?
yes mark that! before i get all nasty and charged at u..haha
okie so see ya at my new home!
meanwhile..God bless! =D

new blog

okie fellow cow-fellas. welcome to my new greener pastures. my old blog's screwed so had to leave my beloved jay chou behind. but it wun be long before i decided i had enough of not seeing his face as my template. ohx.

english test wasn't too bad. 170 questions. 74 fill in the blanks and 96 mcq , rocking. well i manged to finish everything before time's up so am crossing my fingers now that i'll get at least a B back. bahx.! tml's SS and think it's gonna be dreadful..i mean i pon like the crucial last 2 lessons where mr judian will throw out tips..much be too much of scv. -groans-

oh and i miss the voices of BSB. seriously listened to their "Never Gone" album today and man, it sure put a smile on my face. i love their sound and the BSB's groove. Incomplete's getting a little jarring on the ears prob cos i listened to it so many times (it's the numero uno track for god's sake!)

and how do i know that i am getting an overdose of BSB's new album?
i heard their song in my dreams.

Banging on your old front door
my pride spilled on the floor
my hands and knees are bruised
and now i'm
crawling back to you

-Crawling back to you-

some just never learn

i wish that the world will stop revolving someday
so i could do something to stop things from happening.
now all i can do is to pick up the pieces of the aftermath.
some just never learn.

as much as i'm of a Water sign, i tear very easily but i hate tearing. haha ironically. my eyes are getting pretty small oh well not that it matters since God gave me very small eyes. okie i'm crapping. whaterver it is, i'm in a what twit will say "off" mood. sigh. where's twit when i need to hear his nagging? -gripes-

i'll give anything
to see us all
happy and free
just like before.

jamiroquai

steven spielberg aint that fantastic. you know why? i just found out how he got his creative juices pumping for War of the Worlds. apparently he must be a huge gan of jamiroquai's Dynamite album. because you know the scene where Tom Cruise was staring at this crack forming on the ground? the virgin scene of the machines? yup. the mtv of "Feels like just it should" was filmed at the exact spot! muahaha.

darn major tests next week and i'm still a "pan tong shui" in everything. thank God mr judian gave tips for eng, lit but i missed out on ss and hist no rewards gor guessing why i didnt made it to the 9am class. grippers! i better do well or my bro will prob laugh at me till he snorts out cigarrete-infested mucus...EEW!

and what has happened to the intellectual of smart-bookwormish singaporeans lately? jac's getting hate tags and min's getting hate tags too , albeit of different people. hello, i mean u wanna be mean go elsewhere and please leave your name and contact no. behind so we can kindly call you up and seek for a consultation from you on how to be a better person? since ur tag apparently impressed upon me that you are better than them!so yup..! Your co-operation is greatly appreciated. Thank you! -grins-

rockabilly

been trying to find this cd by a rockabilly band called "Chicken Rice Band" yes, i am not kidding , it's really their band name! haha...but their cd is pretty cool, rockabilly-influenced and heard htme on a tv concert. apparently HMV looked at me incredously when i asked them for this cd. sigh, talk about being the leadign musci chain with over 35 000 titles..

ugh my pay's sucked dry! haha bought more cds then i estimated! heh but bossa nova's cool. oh and some guy knocked on my door last sunday morning bugging me to buy the n.y.d.c card and in my groggy state i bought it and but it was worth my every penny! $30 and i get 20 discount coupons for 1-for-1 set lunch, 20 2-free appetizers and 20 2 free soft drinks. hah yeah baby! so next time u wanna go nydc to chill, please call me along cox i'm the saviour for ur wallet!!

miao meow

to sharmaine: LMF= lazy mother fu*kas..get the drift? haha

how do u actually differentiate fact n fiction? ever been caught in a situation that the masses tells u something about this person and yet the person could still go on spinning his stories to you? is it better to trust the masses or the sole loner? hmm *strokes chin*

got my pay and got lotsa stuffs i wanna buy, jeans, cds, books..but somehow i feel the aching pinch of having to part with my espresso-latte laden money. haha..ironically. but after much pondering, i chose to give in so shopping here i come! grins

oh n shucks i got a feeling my one n only left kitten is going to end up dead soon . Ah Mao's apparent jealousy for the cute thing is worrying..he even bit it! shudders..the attack of the green eyed monster.

dug up n cough on the dead skin on some of my old cds..i officially announce oasis back in flava! my new head banger! 4 hooves up n moo-ed...

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how
Cause maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

-wonderwall-

wei wei wei

i'm going rebellious. beginning to like LMF's songs. nah prob got to do with the fact that i'm such a hongkong movie buff and flesh imp loves to play the same old cd of LMF-"da lan tang". oh well, LMF's their spokesman for the label so of course.

想 我都好想好似中?頭獎 有野唔想做 老細又吹我唔漲 日日等出糧 無乜野需要緊張 就係咁o既樣 乜都唔駛撈就至理想 我都好想好似中?頭獎 有野唔想做 老細又吹我唔漲 日日等出糧 無乜野需要緊張 就係咁o既樣 乜都唔駛撈就至理想

wonder if u are able to read the above chinese lyrics. it's the lyrics to da lan tang so yeap nice song to laze to.
school was fine..shakespeare's my best friend at the moment. i so love to dig up his grave and grab his collar and lash at him on his bad bad english. driving me mad trying to decipher his words and meanings. *screams*. but one good thing about doing twelfth night is that, i'm able to picture 05 peeps as their characters. we did the play 5 months ago and it's still vividly etched in my cow brain. *smiles wanly*

oh can u guys hear the initial D theme song on my blog? let me know kaex? haha here i go again "de piao de piao de yi de piao, wo rao guo shan yao yu sheng qiao qiao"

i do i know not what
and fear to find
mine eyes too great a flatterer for my mind
fate, as show thy force
ourselves we do not owe
what is decreed must be
and be this so

-olivia-

i believe

sorry sharmaine, to torture u each time u come n vist my blog only to find it inhiabitated. *groans* i guess life indeed is busy. no rpomises that i'll update often but i might as well certify my blog as dead.

i live in the era of modern technology but deep within me, i prefer the old school way of writing my thoughts and emotions in my trusty diary bought from precious moments and reliable uniball o.38 pens. haha. pen n paper maketh the cow, if i must say.

well, i won't abandon this blog. just that updates of it will be once in a month? it doesnt help that the com is shared between my bro n i so..wait till i get my lap top next year! *gleefully* till then, my mundane life will terrorise on my multiply http://lebanna77.multiply.com so yeap! anyone who wants to try my skill of making coffee pr tea or salads, please visit me at Great World City before the end of August because bu then i'll be bidding sayonara n adious to CoffeeBean, otherwise known fondly, CoffeeHell. *smiles sweetly*

till then, miss everyone and i'll rant at ur blog more often then i rant at mine..haha

so so sorry!

okay i really have to apologise ..i haven been updating for like weeks! and yes i was really busy, work, school, friends and it didn't help that my bro hogs the com all day long and one very "suay" thing happened to me...i lost my PHONE at flash n splash (i think) some cow pocketed it! aargh! and so i need u guys to sms me ur no.s since i lost all my contacts! *sobs* looks like my next month pay is going to my new handphone fund...

oh and i went to catch the initial D red carpet event the other day. i was so so close to edison, shawn n yes my darling jay. huge grins. bumped into zhiren and i gave him a call since he didnt saw me. i asked me why he's not walking the red carpet as everyone was waiting for him and guess what he said? "they don't allow ma.." haha..well everyone says zhiren looks like jay but i beg to differ. zhiren is zhiren jay is jay. so yea.

watching initial D tml with the entire family. booked 23 tickets (yes kiasuism is evident here) so hopefully the movie rocks! cant believe half the cinema goers are actually us...hmmm..update n tag some time this week....gotta go cox my cats are taking my feet as food. grossed-out.

k-boxing

woo-hoo! went to swensens today to celebrate kok's birthday with jer foo arik weixiang jac mich and pei xuan and dee's 2 sisters. man, our simple lunch cost a staggering $175.40 with a 16% tax charge of $25++ and mind you, with such high price of service charge we paid, their service was WORSE than that of MAC. no kidding. no smiles, no thank yous, obligingly reluctantly listen to your queries and i suspect jus because we were students. *crosses arms* i'm so not going to eat at swensens again..i'd rather eat billy bombers or nydc! aargh.

hung around at far east had turkish ice cream and i saw FiFi! haha so missed him! those days of 05a05..yummy! k-box and supper with coffeebean friends and the milk deliveryman treated cox he won 4-D so yeap. and oh oh oh oh!!! jay's coming to spore!!! !!!

you better not shout

you better not block

you better not cry

i'm telling you why

Jay Chou's coming to town!

die tony die!

sorry fellow lovers of my blog. been so busy lately that i havent had any time to even..*gasp* THINK! yes. i was THAT busy. someone should do me a favour and kill tony (my outlet manager)..making me work from monday to wednesday 4pm to 11pm and friday. sigh. i shall and will stage a protest outside MOM and declare the rightful liberties of part-timers. YEA! and yes my pay is not here yet..june 15! *rubs hands in glee*

as suggested by mao's lover-wini, i will stop yahoo auctions and head for GSS. somehow i feel, when you have money in your wallet, eveything just dont seem to catch your fancy. talk about forbidden fruits. oh well! and sharmaine, what happen to your blog?!??!?!?!?!?

screwed

somebody should pry my fingers away from yahoo auctions. i've bought myself stuff from there which i KNOW i do not need them but..oh well, shopping. deadly. been sick lately with every other minor sickness after being drenched in the rain. my fever left me but flu n cough n sore throat loved me too much to leave. oh well, i'm too lovable, what to do?
fine think the fever probably burnt a large chunk of my brain off. i'm in need of a new brain...anyone care to exchange??
oh and paris hilton CAN sing...astonished. okay i better stop here, need to go and study for my lit exam in less than 24 hours and history in 48 hours...awww cant wait for holidays!!!!

i want my pay back!!!

ugh!!! i so feel like going on a strike. it's the 17th of may n i STILL have not get my pay! all my other friends has their pay safely in their bank account! well, exception of Yanti. she also have not receive her pay and apparently it seems that Coffeebean indignantly said that she gave them the wrong I.C no.!! uh..so you're telling us that our photocopied IC with the 7 nos. are WRONG?? such a big organisation and they still wanna eat my measly pay of $300+...*growls meanacingly*
GIVE ME MY WELL-DESERVED PAY BEFORE I BRING HOME ALL YOUR CAKES AND TREAT ALL MY FRIENDS IN CHURCH AND NEWTOWN TO DRINKS!!!!
*screams her head off*

it's just different

i just realised that my social circle has widen quite a bit. on friday, we had a A05 gathering and jus in town alone i met 9 friends, excluding the 05 peeps. 1 coffeebean guy rahman moonlighting at marche, 1 coffeebean friend yanti, 3 private school friends, daniel nick n what's-his-name, 3 newtowners sharon eileen and serene and my xiao zi zi david! lolx

and yes my pooling skill still sucks. =( i seriously need training but it's very costly but oh well! i like to play pool but i just dont get the glitch of it. and to think of it, my bro is a genius at pool and billiard. sigh, God!!! why You pass the genes of ball games to my bro and not to me? i desperately need some divine help over here in pooling!! ugh..

and yup! my english paper 1 starts on monday. then next mon paper 2. lit n hist and ss on the 3rd week of may. sigh, i hope i'll do well though it's only 3 subjects but still...oh i cant wait for my pay to come on the 15th of may..i so wanna buy lots of stuff. jeans, tops, cds, watch..once again i stress, i wish i can hook up with some handsome rich prince. who happens to look like my guitarist, sings like david tao+ jay, acts like josh harnett + tony leung, has a bank account that can satisfy my insatiable wants..well, that guys prolly doesnt exists but i'll jus keep living in my own fantasy till my prince come n sweep me off my feet when i'm 60..tough life.

wake up, little girl
you're cutting yourself away
wake up, little friend
you're losing the world
wake up
open your eyes
before your death hits you.

sleepy

went for lesson this morning, was literally dragging my feet to travel there. and guess what, i fell asleep during lessons! haha..luckily it was letter writing and i kind of drifted in n out of sleep so yea..thank God.

ugh i so have a love hate relationship with my bro's invalid-ness now. love it because he CANT bug me in the room but hate it because..he STILL bugs me! ugh! not that i hate buying food for him..i'm used to it but the best part is..he needa my help to flush the toilet for him after he SHITTED! *grossed out*

oh shucks, talking about his shitting and the impish grin he gave me to flush his toilet..i so need the toilet now. haha..oh and i caught Divergence! great movie..i'm sucha fan of director andrew lau's movies..young and dangerous, infernal affairs and now divergence..woo-hoo. i wanna be a killer when i grow up! but in singapore..dream on! i bet there will be a sequel to this movie because it ended in a cliffhanger, who killed daniel wu?? but oh well..the toilet's beckoning me so yea..*bolts for toilet*

to those having mid years now..JIA YOU and GOD BLESS!!!!!

i'm back!

haha okay FINALLY the superhero ananbel is back to terrorise the world of blog! and yes i'm blogging for the sake of sharmaine, wini, my dahling jasmine, alicia n everyone else who bugged me to use my com! haha

well..blogging isnt much of a chore jus that a shared com is difficult la. oh n my bro's disabled now. torn his ligament, went to the hospital to do an op n now, he's one legged for 6 weeks. God bless his soul..haha.man i sound gleeful.shhh!

school's fine after the sentosa outing. i made lotsa friends and stuff but aiyah for now, none are comparable to the rest whom i've made in pjc n newtown! lolx. but it's fun la. =D been shopping lots lately..sigh i'm beginning to fall for Flesh Imp's designs! they are just so delightful..someone please call my National Annabel Foundation and donate money to me , pretty please?

if i could

if i have all the power in the world, the first thing i'll do is to stop/halt all productions and decisions regarding the casino issue. cmon. singpore's supposed to be clean n green, NOT money and russian roulettes. ugh. and they said government poached scholars to work for the country, trusting them to have smartypants brains..gripes. if they are smart or rather have a HEART, the casino issue won't be a issue in anyway. i have enough gamblers in my surroundings, thank you very much. mum's addicted to 4D/toto/wadtheheck. dad and his rachehorse. bro and his endless soccer bettings. i dun need a CASINO to entice my bro and dad. die if u want, just dont drag people to die with you.

and if i could, i would make sure that cyndi wang, 5566 or whoever that cant sings but wanna be a singer CD wont be produced. pure torture to my ears. i even had to resort to flipping their CDs over to the other side and even hiding them jus to save the world. can someone please like drag cyndi off the stage and her cutesy *gag me* pouty lips and puppy-dog eyes saying ,"i'm over 20 but man i'm so cute right?" shoot her. i'm waay much cuter. okay, u may shoot me too. but if u mux, shoot HER first! ugh!

i'm the queen of the land
of jewel and rubies
i waved n smiled
somehow
tears still rule the land.

nkf

it's the time of the year again where emil chau will come on stage n sing all his evergreen songs "begging" everyone to "duo da yi tong! 1900-112-6888!" oh well. kidney dialysis. i wonder..with so many charity organisations around..NKF is hogging the show and apparently taking the lion's share..so, HOW MUCH DO THEY ACTUALLY NEED?

G12 was great. i attended last year's sessions but most of time i was either sleeping or daydreaming. still remembered that during one session, me n weiwen were like crapping throughout the entire session and a guy turned around n said,"excuse me, if you want to talk, please go outside. i want to listen" =x oops. touche!

this year i'm such a guai girl. listened to the sessions n made notes. well well, i receieved alot of insight and yup, the tears flowed freely each time they sang songs and prayed. within one year, i've grown quite a bit i must say..only God can change me. =D

oh and I SAW MY GUITARIST!!!! haha..he was just like in front of me? lolx *gushes*

oh was at paragon watching this cute little boy playing drums and a tv crew was filming him. when his performance ended. the tv crew suddenly came up to me,jac and vanessa n interviewed us..haha SUPERSTAR-DOM, here i come! *dreaming*

gai wo dian zhan deng
jiangwo xin zhao liang

please call 1900 112 ANNABEL. each call costs S$5. Your call is important to save annabel. xie xie da jia!

appreciation

i frankly dunno what to update about since i jus update yesterday. well..was jus talking to ju lee and i guess even though i meet u guys almost every other day..i still miss u guys.

i missed the entire FCBC family hanging out together. all our jokes n suan-ings n teasings. each time i take the bus home from school or work, i simply love to squeeze my arse to the window seats. i'll just stare out of the window n think back about how after school, we'll hang out n "study" together. it was through those times that we grew stronger.

i missed new town. how i practically know everyone in sec4 level. how we go round slamming the school, mugging for o's, running away from miss susan wong and her bio nightmare, hugging each other when we screwed our mid years/common tests/prelims/o's, crushes on seniors, heartaches, passing notes in lessons (this to u jane n kris! ahah!)

i missed pjc. unlce fat and his horrible oily food. western food stall's maggot-infested salads. 05a05 going crazy. exchanging uniforms. lit play. studying.

so many things that i missed. and i guess it's time i show some appreciation to everyone around me. big or small. tall or short. thin or fat. cmon,u guys deserve a standing ovation for being the champions in my life.

as much as i would like to turn back time. i know this is one wish that will never come true because the sands of time are slipping through my fingers faster each time i reminisce.

supper

i'm such a hardworking worker. my shift supposed to end at 10pm but i decided to stayed on till closing. ain't i such a to-die-for employee? lolx. well met my 3rd n last manger of the outlet, Tony (outlet manager), Terri (assistant manger) n Dexter (assistan manager). Dexter's such a gay. nah, he's not crooked jus that he always gets gay attacks so yea, GAY!

my co-worker's called eddie too. man i miss my beloeved di-eddie! haha. i wonder if guys who call themselves eddie are 1: cute 2: chubby 3: such pinchable cheeks. man i'm such a sadist. oh well. realised that by working there. i need no spend my allowance at all. why? oh apparently it seems that we have this "exchnge-food" policy within coffeebean-delifrance-kfc-yoshinoya. so my dinner is well taken care of with dexter around. haha.

had supper together with dexter, eddie, dexter's friend n a "gay" from yoshinoya. haha. dex treated me to supper n a cab ride home. well..saved some money! i realised that when u truly go out to work, u SERIOUSLY see the world and interact with all kinds of people. and by interacting, it's up to u whether u wanna accept his or her past. past is past. let it be, sigh. and i'm choking to death with marlboro, texas 5. i'm full of glee if one day the govt chose to ban smoking. can someone just shoot those tobacco companies?? i'll pay for the assasins gladly!

i dreamt of you last night
how have you been
if putting down was easy
as it seemed to be
why am i still pondering?

bean family!

okay, i've finally returned to update on my life. well work at coffeebean has started and man, the bean people (that's how we address everyone n anyone who works at coffeebean) are REALLY NICE and FUN! lolx.

had my first training session on monday. less than 5 minutes before i sat down, the trainer invited me to the toilet to tuck in my shirt. -_-" talk about first impression. anyway the training was cool. had fun with fellow trainees. though all of us are located in different outlets. oh! there were oso students on attachment! from philippines and indonesia. a manager from starbucks decided to jump ship because he said "after 2 years working with insincere people. i felt i needed a change" boy..starbucks. tsk tsk.

and now I KNOW THE SECRET TO ALL THE ICE BLENDED!!! muahaha. feel so proud of myself. love the smell n taste of coffee ..heavenly. lolx. first day at Great World City was kind of like nervous n tensed up. but whew nth major happened. other than i nearly added coffee to a pure chocolate ice blended, everything went well! =D

i seriously think i have this uncanny affinity with smokers. #1: my father n brother smokes. #2: a couple of my schoolmates smokes. my teacher too. #3: my coffeebean trainees most of them smokes. #4: the outlet i'm located at, the assistant manger smokes and a fellow barista too. so yup. smokers united. bah. if i die before i turn 21, u'll know why. smokers in smokers out.not that i'm against them but... CAN THE GOVT JUST BAN SMOKING ALTOGETHER????

oh by the way. happy belated bday Merissa (04/04), chow chow n junxiang (31/03), julie (19/03)! and happy baptism to chow n julie n weimin! (26/03)!! hehe

05 where are u..

message to all original PAE 05ers: please someone send me everyone's email..silly me lost them all!!!
I WANNA COMPLAIN! WHY 05 PEEPS ARE NOT TAGGING ME!! OEI!!!!!

okie, am down ranting. haha. nah..just somesort of really missed 05A05. though none of us are technically together in the same class, and someone else is probably in 05a05 now. however to me, we are still the original 05A05 rawkers. yeaup. what merissa wrote the other day about 05, oh my goat, made me teared and real touched.

whenever i stepped into my private school's class and see the sea of unfamilar faces. i felt unwilling to really make the effort to get to know them. but i guess, all good things will come to an end. i never knew the 3 months in PJC, i would reaped such a harvest of friends. who encouraged me when things were off, even though we barely knew each other. i have no idea what things will be like in the future, mebbe we might lose touch, mebbe we might not. but i really hope we can try to stay close. and in the meantime, enjoy the new school n envrionment? hugs to all oh-pie-ai-oh-pie rawkers!
_____________05A05_____________

i hate rainy days. i hate it when it starts to rain when i'm out and my jeans start to get wet. and dirt gets onto my slip-ons. and somehow, the radio just loves to churn out sad melanchoic songs when the sky's downcast. cant they like play happy tunes? like what's wrong with them?

and sumatra just had an earthquake last night. 8.2 on the Richter scale. i whispered in fear to God," Are you ending the world soon?" No reply. I really don't wish the world to end so fast. i'm only 17. i haven't been to poly. i haven't met my prince. i haven't have my own G12. Joy n Chris have not found their 12 yet. i haven't go married. i haven't got proposed to. i haven't explored enough. i don't wanna leave so fast. everything's happening too fast, too soon. God, don't end life so soon, pretty please?

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start
Chorus
And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
Back to Chorus
Knew there was somebody, somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
Back to Chorus
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you...

weepie

i'm such a weepie. wanted to go n bathe but my tv beckoned me over to channel 5 to wtahc the movie "men of honour". yea, i was tempted. haha. man i've read the movie tie-in book like 5 times? but never once watched the movie so FINALLY.

initially the newpaper reviewed this show as boring but boy, he was so wrong. i was glued to my tv set for a grand total of 2 hours. occasionally getting up to do some stretching jus to ease my guilt n hopefully it prevents my butt from getting bigger. lolx. kidding.oh yea back to me being a weepie. lemme give ya 10 evidence why i'm a certified weepie.

10 Evidence on what a weepie cow Annabel is

1: i teared at HK drama serials , even when it's a re-run and i know what's coming up next.

2: i tear while watching MTVs. yes. music videos. stuff ur sniggers.

3: i tear while listening to songs. sappy love songs make my tap goes on.

4: i tear at horrible lame scenes like where the grandmother was locked out of the house n the evil daughter-in-law refused to let her in.

5: i tear practically at any other movies. The Classic, Pearl harbor, men of honor..yea go ahead n laugh.

6: i tear when i read a book n one of the character dies. Laurlene McDaniel's books on cancer-stricken teenagers, it got me bawling while chomping on Ferreros.

7: i tear so often at church that i think everyone in the FCBC family has a packet ready for me each time at the altar.

8: i teared when i shared my testimonial. 3 times to 3 different groups of people.

9: i tear when trailers of poor kids n people come out n ask us to go for mission trips.

10: i tear so often that Chris n Joy n the rest of the gang always throws me tissues when i start sharing stuff.

so there u go. i'm such a weepie but they are good reasons k! haha n yes back to men of honor. true story on the USA Navy where one black guy aspires to be the Master Diver even when he chose to amputate his leg. great book, great movie. k..some of u prob thinks it's a bore but o well. =D

i'm not giving up
i'm not giving in
i'm fighting till the end.

i'm hired!

I'M HIRED BY COFFEEBEAN!!!!!!

muahaha..all thanx to jac who tipped me off abt the job offer. not a very bad job moreover i like coffee n tea, caffeine's in my blood. so yup..woo-hoo! anyway this is gonna be a long entry so hang in there!

finished my lit text "i'm the king of the castle". think i'm like only one in class who like polished off the book so fast. everyone's only at chapter 6 or less n mr david is doing chapter 2 n 3. this proves what a good student i am..*gags* the book is good n really sadistic. Kingshaw killed himself in the end cox he was unable to bear with all of Hooper's tauntings n Hooper was smug n glad to know that Kingshaw committed suicide because of him. the best part is, Kingshaw's 11 yrs old n Hooper's 10. children, scary.

went down to ngee ann yesterday with weiwen. most of us are at jc's orientation mah so i jus went with him to appeal. n my goodness..all the COP for poly courses rise like mad la! mass com from 14 become 10!! even early childhood was 15, chinese studies 13. -_-" and based on a confidential circulation among all the depts, 5 smarties with 5 points choose mass com as first choice n there like lots of 5-8 pointers who chose biomed, biotech,mass com, accountancy,banking..yada yada.
i must say it indeed is a blessing in disguise that i'm applying for poly next year..i mean my average results..HOW TO FIGHT!??!

God really has his reasons why He does things that are like so off to most of us and i guess..slowly i'm beginning to understand the big picture. *cross fingers* next year=mass com! =D

the wedding

insanity hasnt left me yet. wore the skirt i bought n the pink top n heels from prom night (yes heels!) to the Thomson Road Baptist Church to help out for Chris Tan n Serene's wedding. haha. all of the girls were mainly in pink n guys in blue so it was pretty cute.

didnt really had time to mingle around because we were helping out in the human traffic control n stuff so the whole day i was on my heels carrying chairs n tables n doing the "hi welcome! friends on this side n relatives at the further end" with a huge grin plastered over my face. i must say, i'm getting better on my heels eh? haha

the wedding was real sweet. i tink it is especially sweet when u know the couple personally so yes, i was like some excited kid clapping when they both said " yes i do" haha. Chris couldnt help but knock me on my head n laugh. lolz.

took lotsa pictures after the wedding and if got chance i'll upload them up...the guys were hilarious la! but oh yea..tiring day but nonetheless..i still wanna get married though getting married is one helluva of preparation n yes, MONEY. still..to walk down the aisle n exchanging vows with the one u love...awww!

i wanna be a superhero

i wanna be a superhero.
to fly
to save
to hide
to escape
to live.

i gotta admit, reading "i'm the king of the castle" is beginning to make me sub-consiously insane. cant stop reading it. it's my lit text for goat's sake. lolz

am at julie's place now and jac's painting nails for us. i wonder why in the first place did i allow her topaint my toenails black with pink circles. insanity has taken over me. need more proof?

i just bought a skirt today and i was willing to buy it. get it, annabel. skirt. can the real annabel please return?

oh my goat.

i love treats

i'm beginning to feel that i'm so free that i can prctically update my blog every single day. well, not as if my life is so interesting that everyone wants to read but oh well, i'll still update. muahaha. i seriously think blogging as some sort of a therapheutic (am i right?) effect on me. hmmm..

oh yes today. couldnt wake up in time to go for SOL2 and apparently, michelle did called me to wake up and i did answered the phone. however, i have to recollection of whatsoever! uh-oh. think i was dreaming when i picked up the phone...! went down to billy bombers to meet vanessa, yihui, jac, michelle, eddie and jerold. eddie was treating us to lunch because it was my birthday and he realised he owed too many presents. haha. had a great time of chatting and chomping on food. the bill ran up to $110 but they forgot to count in 2 main courses (jac's n jer's) which were the most expensive. so in a sense, we saved $50 for eddie! wahaha..utter joy! and like how singaporeans are, we kept quiet n left. *winkx*

then shopped around and like all girls, we took neos. haha i really wonder what is the draw of taking neos? it seems like everyone in singapore (esp the female species) takes neos. oh yea we kinda "offended" 2 girls. i have absolutely no idea why. mebbe because we kept opeing the curtains to see if they were done. and like how some uncultured people or rather ah lains, they spouted vulgarities and my oh my, we were labelled as bitches!
the most hilarious part was one of the girls, walked zig-zag in effort to knocked into us. and the knock was so light that i couldnt help but wonder, wanna knock jus zoom in on us n knock la! like must u be so "tong ku" and have that kind of "knock-dont-knock" attitude.*rolls eyes* ah-lians. snorts.

mich left so the 4 of us went paragon's coffee club to just chill. jaixi came along and once again, a free meal. not that i'm complaining. muahaha. first time in my life, i ate at orchard without spending a single cent. whoopie. i love treats! rubs hands in glee. =D

mah birthday!

I'm 17!!! woo-hoo!

haha real touched by everyone who wished me happy birthday..man u guys make me feel over the moon! =D frankly speaking, i don't feel anything special la about today just that i kept screaming that today is my day n i call the shots..=p muahaha but yea it's my birthday. kind of reflect back 17 years ago, when God decided that i should pop out of my mum's womb wailing at the top of my lungs on this very day, what plans did He have for me? hmm..*rubs chin*
thankx min n alicia for ur gift..real cute n i love it! muah first prezzie!
thankx to my entire family at fcbc..haha love the gifts n yes the practical joke u guys pulled on me was scary!! haha =D love y'all to bits!
thankx to everyone who remembered my birthday n smsed or wished or called (guo wei*05a05*) !me..THANK YOU!
oh ya, the practical joke they pulled on me. jac n gang passed me jasmine's present n they secretly stole it from me n made me panicked that i lost it! haha n yesterday they gave me 2 sticks of chocolate that uncannily resembles crayons n bluff me say it was my present! haha man! but yeah i'm gracious so i still love y'all to bits!
u know as i grow older..i kind of put less value to how many gifts i'll receive. not that i dun like gifts but yea u get what i mean? haha..i'm more touched by the fact that people remember my birthday n wished me..hehe..guess my love language is "words of affirmation" ba! so what's yours? *smiles*

Love Language

~words of affirmation (like notes, cards, smses, wishes n stuff)

~gifts (in simple terms..presents)
~quality time (spending time together)
~acts of service (doing things for you like cook, chill out together bla bla)
~touch (hugs n stuff that involves physical contact..)

my leg

dotx! can u believe that i sprained my left foot without realising it? i never even fell down okay! but the chinese sinseh was telling me that sometimes walking too much will cause it so i was like..hmmm.. alicia! too much shopping with u le la! haha so went to school today n i'm an invalid. for once alicia offered to put back the plates for me *miracle* lolx.
slacked in school because mr ng said we need not attend lessons so jus sat in the canteen n chat with mah wonderful class *muackx*
lessons at eddington has started n no, i haven actually made any friends because i always scoot off after lessons so yah. the teacher is not bad, am taking english, comb. humans n pure lit wahaha..hopefully this time can get better results! thanx glenn for passing me ur guidebooks n notes...u're real sweet n many thanks!! and min, muakcx once again for passing me ur lit notes!
on the bus going home, jus realised how blessed n lucky i am to be in 05a05. u guys really brought much joy n love in my life so yea..am so going to miss u guys after the PAE! promise, we'll meet up every now n then eh? =D

i'm turning 17 soon in less than 12 hours..woo-hoo! my birthday wish? i'll get married to jay chou or be a superhero! muahaha..

school..ugh

it's been a long time ever since i've been to school on time..lolx. once again met min at lot 1 mac to have breakfast before going school. =D nic saw me in school and asked me what time i reached..haha oops 9.11am to be exact! the security guard changed den this new one dun seem to be very friendly. he attempted to book me n min for being late but he DIDN'T know how to activate the ez-link scanner so we were let off..not that it matter though!

eileen's very troubled over which JC to go..MADM, may u choose the jc that will put a smile on ur face! =D

scooted off from school before the official time of 1230 with eileen, min n al. eileen went home den the 3 of us went town to look for jobs. oh n yea peeps! u know the graffiti walls at far east level one? check out the purple markers' writing n liquid paper! haha we wrote 05A05 all around so yea check it out! haha. am so going to miss 05a05 (pae) peeps..sigh..but all good things mux come to an end so yea.

went SNEC for my eye checkup, waited for 1hr n 45 mins before it's my turn to see the doc for less than 10 minutes! ugh! waste of my youth! =p oh n thanx min, for passing me ur old lit notes..love ya muackx!

*cross fingers* hopefully that Candle wanna employ me n alicia! we needa the money!

guess i'm back to normal..

okay, as i re-read my previous entries, jus realised i was half wallowing in self-pity n perhaps harbouring sucidal thoughts..*gags*
just back from sanctification night 4 and i guess this was the most useful night to me..not that the previous 3 were useless but this was the one which i could u know, totally relate. yeaup. was actually considering going ITE but couldnt bring myself to do it. and my mum was kind of like very concern over me, practically calling me everyday on news abt o levels n stuff..*touched* rang up several private schools and man, they charge exhorbitant prices for ONE subject! the Queensfield school, they charge like $120 per subject?! haha..daylight robbery. but yea going down some eddington private school tml, price more reasonable ($60) and got the subjects i want (eng, comb. humans).
yea perhaps God just wanna use me for some of His purpose so yea. it's time to face the world again! woo-hoo. i dont blame Him i guess. it was hmm..i dunno? aiyah just dun laugh at me cox i'm dumb k? *laughs weakly*
hmm...jus dunno whether should i re-take Emath or Comb.science..u know, like back-up jus in case Cambridge sadistically hates me n wanna see me suffer..*cross fingers*

CHOY!

to everyone else: hopefully i'll see you guys in poly next year! *prays hard*

no chance left

no chance left.yeah. no point appealing they don't even bother giving me a chance. i expected it but i held on to a little faith that maybe, maybe,God might be nice enough to fulfil this prayer. but whatever.
laid on my bed for the longest time. what should i do now?
called up private schools to ask about courses and stuff..one subject costs $60 and that was the cheapest. mum asked me to apply ITE's night classes. somehow i feel so dumb. an express student who has average results applying for ITE. not that i'm looking down on ITE students but "nan dao wo zhen de yao lun luo dao apply for ITE"?
God is not fair, God is just.
why do i make it out as if i'm so pathetic?

{at julie's place}

a couple hours left before heading out to church. jules not feeling well so went to her house to take care of her. used her com and tricked david lee n michelle that i'm some hacker. utterly hilarious. that's probably like the only thing that was not part of my mope. yeah. i'm trying to be happy. i really am. i jus need more time. and mebbe a miracle.

happy 19th birthday Caleb!

all the best for A level results [desmond.karen.caleb]

and life goes on..

went down to SAJC n PJC with jiemin today..this girl ah totally at a loss of where to go..and mr yeo was like psycho-ing her to go "Harbourfront..SAAAAA....!" haah cute. felt a little tinge of pain that i cant make a choice of where to go. *shrugs* i have to stand up again, cant expect the entire world to stop revolving just because of this setback, right?

trying to appeal to Ngee Ann Film Media Studies Department's Director to give me a chance for the interview n written test. Chances are...wait are there even chances? it's just real slim la. but i guess thank God my mum works at NP as the head secretary for Building Department and her boss, BD's Head kind of watched me grow up and is pretty willing to help me talk to FMS Head. there aint any promises that i'll have a chance but i jus give it a shot la..i have to fight for this eh?

and yea dont worry, i wont do silly stuff la. i'm done moping ( i guess...) now i just looking for another route ba. mebbe i'll work and re-sit the English exams and perhaps Humans at the end of the year den apply again? it's tough n i'll prob lose interest in studying but what else can i do? i'm only eligible for engineering courses now and u know i this kind, study engineering is so not my style..and i'll be wasting one place n my mum's CPF..so yah.
apparently TKSS has problems with the O's Eng results..hmm am i one of the suay one too?aiyah no point la..i'll see how things goes..or mebbe my eng really suck.

thanks desmond n arik(sorry i never add ur name in my prev. entry..=S), i'm fine, sorry to like ignore ur message n make u worry..thanks for ur concern.

kind of worried that when i return to 05a05, i'll be like somehow laughed at..everyone did so well n i'm like the black sheep of the class? but jiemin assured me that i'm silly to even think liddat..hah sorry human nature..was scared the guys at church wld look at me differently too..but yah i shouldnt think this way. *heaves a BIG sigh*

now all i can do is to have a little faith, keep the faith and let God take control. and as wad my darling jasmine told me ytd night,

"Faith is believing in something you cannot see..."

yes indeed yes.

crap.

got back my results yesterday. i'm disappointed. for my 10 years in education, i never once got a c6 for english. but now, for o's i did. did i over-estimated myself? all i asked for was an A or a B but God, You gave me a C and a C6. what's the reason? what's Your plan for me?
i'm dashed. cried so much. it was as though my world came crashing down, but i know i'm not the worst case around town. i know i understand but at least please understand my feelings?
nonetheless, there are still things to thank You for.

thankful for passing all my subjects, esp bio n a maths. and at least i am able to make it to poly.
thankful for ah pa Chris n ah ma Joy, who came down to offer support n encouragement. thanks for trying to cheer me up n telling me not to give up. thank you.
thankful for all my bros n sistas, clement jasmine jac julie weiting dee eunice weiwen david mich aunna mirabel julee, thank you for letting me seek comfort in you guys n all the inspirational messages n support. thank you. you guys really am my family.
thankful for all the good friends, christine jane darren weixiang eddie kokguang annabel ng sharmaine leekuan wafa baoling simin peixuan vanessa yihui diane teresa elson victoria ruiyi jiaxi hankiat arson xueli charle miss tan lianlian madam nisah miss lau mrs ang, thanks for everything, for being there to tell me to jiayou n not give up n all the hugs. thank you.
thankful for my 05a05 peeps, alicia anita eileen jiemin, thank you n sorry to make u guys worried. thanks for the calls n love.

perhaps words aint enough to express my gratitude to all of you guys. i guess if dee didnt come to hug me immediately and you guys to come and encourage me, i dont know what will happen. thanks for showing me love and most importanly not looking down on me and telling me God must have a purpose for me.

my brother is scaring me and he suggested i might as well dont apply for poly. i don't know. at this stage of life, i cant help but wonder God, why me again? did i studied hard enough? all i know is that i threw in all my effort but it all came down to a nought. my english. that was one hard blow. so where should i go now? i cant seem to see the light at the end of my tunnel.help.

o's are getting nearer...

k k to update any faithful readers of my blog..if there is any! lolx.
last friday was like the last day of school for my class la. so it was all cameras out n cheese galore. the entire class was present n i was able to hand out the little presents that i made for each of them. it was a small gift la...a card plus a class photo so yup...hope they like it! =D
then we headed to lot 1 the "let's eat" to have our so-called "Last Lunch"..pretty cool. man did i tell u how much i love my class? hehe
most of us are spiliting up n going to poly n jcs so yah...but the 05A05 peeps going to NP, let's meet for lunch n tea eh! hehe
went for guides campfire yesterday.."Passion". k la, i mean what else can i say? thigns could be betta i guess but oh well.
sigh, my cat jus finished eating another of my neighbour's bonsai plants..oops! hope they don't find out..shhh!!! crap! o's results are coming out in less then 24 hours!!! i'm beginning to have bouts of anxiety attacks..oh crap. going to like stay over at clement's house today with the whole lot of others mad-caps but yea the last night before our nightmare is presented upon us...AARGH!!!!

Lit Play

woo-hoo 05A05 we RAWK!!!! haha...today was PJC IETL Day so in short all the J1 Lit Classes had to put up a Lit play la. n my wondeful superb class decided to do Shakesphere's 12th Night! heh heh..Chah wrote the script in a way that it was different from the Bard la but still nontheless great! managed to get Joy to came to watch my play..i'm the assistant director so yup! *ahem* had to like "punished" Jerold to get him come n watch. had he not come n watch, he'll most prob incur the wrath of mine n his life is finished...what are brothers for? *fake sweet smile*
apparently the response from the audience was overwhelming..joy, jac, mich n nic all said our play was VERY IMPRESSIVE! yeah! haha...cant imagine such a succesful play without anyone of us! everyone was laughing at our jokes. n even though there was a minor hiccup at the part of Sir Topas putting on his coat, thak goodness Firdaus n GuoWei managed to ride through it so smoothly that NO ONE knew it was a mistake! *whew*
after our play went to town to watch movie with joy, jac n mich..watch Ray..great movie! haha den sat down at the mac outside Lido n simply sat down n chat la..finally that twit messaged me! i thought he was dead or simply ignoring me la..haha!

to 05A05:

the play was a success because we really put in our heart n soul.

sorry if i as the assistant director didnt do a very great job but still

i love u guys so so much!

Rachel, u am a SUPERB director, bet u didnt realised jus watching u direct the cast, i've gained a lot of knowledge. Chah, u're a genius to come up with such a script. MC n tessa, costume was perfect, thank you. Jiemin, love ya! u're such a nanny as a stage manager! Petrina n cheryl, wonderful music! Emelyn n kaiqi, lights was great thankx! michelle, thankx for the props! The cast, man u guys can really act! impressive! lova all of ya lots lots lots! muakcx!

CRASHER!

am in my mum's office in ngee ann now...woo-hoo..ponned school today, but i had reasons! hehe..went to crash mass com lecture at ngee ann! was afraid that we would get caught but yea thank God! apparently, clement's friend Denise have a friend, lydia, in mass com and she somesort of invited us to crash la. she figured the lecturer prob will realise we are crashers so she beforehand informed her of our presence. =D
it was kind of like an eye-opener. as much as i wished to be part of the mass com students, i'm leaving my O results to God. If it's meant to be, it'll be. even if say in the future, i cant get in, at least i was able to attend this lecture!
the results are coming out soon..totally having insomnia n nightmares. last night i dreamt of a scene from a drama serial...man like what has the scene of police detectives got to do with my results?!?! hahha..see, waiting for the results to be announced is the most n ultimate nerve-wrecking experience! =S
somehow i dont feel like going to school anymore. no one to blame but myself..who asked myslef to be like so mentally prepared to go poly that now i totally hecked JC studies. the only reason why i'm still attending is because #1: i love 05A05..how many times have i said this!!??? hehe #2: i love my Lit n hist n Chinese A Lit teachers..mr yeo, mr ng n miss chin! #3: God must have a reason why He gave me this chance to go PJC for the first 3 months.
so yup..that more or less are reasons which i've said before but still...*wan smile*

it felt like yesterday when i was still busy mugging
it felt like yesterday when everyone was happy and at peace
it felt like yesteday where things were still same.
it felt like yesterday
if only it could be yesterday.

goodbye mal..

went to airport to send malcolm off today..he had a huge entourage to send hm off at terminal 2. apparently all students abound for Australia were leaving today on the same flight (i suppose)..so yea there were like dunno how many groups of fellow adolescents sending their friends off.
mal was real cute. he even came to crash PJC today! lolx..i'm so going to miss him! know he prob won't read my blog but i'm still going to say I MISS YOU n COME BACK SOON..get urself an Aussie babe n DON"T lose weight! haha...it was real touching la there were like 20 odd of us..only 4 girls..me, baoling, jinli n deviana. then at the point of time when he had to enter the gates. we jus started mass hugging n yeah..tears were shed. the girls started the ball rolling n the GUYS teared too! mal cried..first time i ever seen him cry...dabin, edwin,weixiang n even benjamin, all their eyes were red. sigh..his aunty who is real pretty n young was like telling us that what mal's most worried about is that when he come back we all have our own clique n ignore him...no way man mal! you're the man! haha
sigh the date of o level results are drawing nearer..wonder ponder..gotta go..my bro wanna use com..will tag others blog someday! cheerios!

lost of my youth

haha..was a bad girl yesterday..din go school...cox the entire class made a pact n we all pon together..woo-hoo! talking about unity..lolx.
den went out with jieminn colin..wanted to watch movie but end up didnt cox min had to go back for dinner so we jus simply walked around..haha den saw zhiren, martin,weilong n weimin at the bus-stop..haha min said zhiren n martin were cute..haha MIN!!!
den today morning went to jasmine's place..k la..received angpow $$$ den jus slacked at her place..the rest went down for service while i went to my uncle's place at some ulu ulu place at pasir ris...once again, i slacked! ugh! total waste of my youth...*grinx* thank goodness at elast my cousins are cute..haha that made up for all my lost youth...muahaha
sigh..hafta missed service...oh well,i'll go tml morning. =(

i wanna watch CONSTANTINE!!!!!!!!!!

oooo..last heard the o's results are coming out on the 21st..man..totally dread that coming day man..i wonder will i cry tears of joy or tears of...CHOY! *guffaws*
gotta go..my cousin staring over my shoulder..haha! *winkx*

cny..

went back to new town today..haha somehow it was more of like a sec4 gathering. met lotsa ppl..hugged lotsa peeps..realized that soemhow deep within me, i kinda missed ntss alot. not the school but the people n the general atmosphere. haha mebbe cox i was there for 4 years so i know most of the teachers n ppl thee. the teachers know me too ( which may not be a good thing..haha oh well!). jus reminiscing. yupp



malcolm has green highlights, arik is as fair as white chocolate..haha i know mal's not going to read this but mal, i'm so going miss u when u're gone! haha everybody now, awwwww! haha



went town after that with jac, chow, jer n clement. din really shopped la i brought only 16 bucks out jus to prevent me from overspending. saw stuff i liked..haha after cny i'll buy em! lolx. that's what cny's here for. town was quite sian? haha mebbe cox i practically go there everyday..after school n on the way to school..can recite the entire route of orchard if u want me too..retarded! haha



was reading thru ppl's blogs..there is this attack of the melancholy. everyone's feeling down..hating him or herself. is there such a need? why cant we all see the light of the tunnel? life's never hopeless..u know the reason why.

kayaking

woo-hoo i'm roasted all over! went for the kayaking star 1 course during the weekend at changi. was great! i'm now certified n thus am able to rent kayaks out! haha..yea man! wad a accomplishment! haha..the course basically jus taught n tested us on our basic skills n capsizing. i totally detest the rescue n capsize drill..n the waves didn't helped much either. drank lotsa sea water n they happilu entered my nose so now i'm down with a running nose..ugh!

didnt want to go school today but i still did because my class was singing the school song in front of the entire school's population. was fun la in a sense..i mean u never get to do this in new town oh well! lotsa ntss ppl came to crash today..malcolm, weixiang, wai kit,edmund n benjamin. all from jjc except mal who's leaving for canberra on the 15th! haha i'm so going to miss malcolm n his beloved stomach (which i love punching!) lolx

oh crap..i used to be a sun worshipper but now with the sun burns n aching arms from kayaking..i'm so going to avoid the sun! haha n yes! tml no school! i love the PJC principal Mr Queck nor! he even fight to get friday off for us but MOE disallowed..so much for being open..bah!=S ok even though i'm going poly..but to those who wanna go jc..i'll recommend ya PJC! the principal really cares for the student alot n the teachers are great! so yup..PJC all the waaaay!

aiyo the guys ah

today school was ok..Chinese A wasnt very horrible..that Tham lao shi was crazy but wadeva la. haha thank God i wasnt the only one who didnt hand in the chinese compo..800 words!! ugh! haha..den during Civics period was talking to mr augustine ng about JC n university. he's actually real nice n he was like advising me about choosing the courses in poly n life in JC stuff liddat. our class is going to lead the school in singing the sch song on Mon! lolx..we had a little taining session in class den went to hall to do the line up. we made Glenn to play us a little tune on the piano n he played us ABBA's "the winner takes it all"..Glenn totally knock our socks off! power!



went down to town with clement, michelle n jasmine to look for chris's present haha..that guys practically has everyting except a girlfriend! lolx. den chris came down to meet us n apparently he arranged a dinner with the guys la. the guys ah really dunno how to treat their ah-pa well. he has to organised his own birthday dinner n even get his own cake. when he asked them to suggest a place to eat, they even suggested going to Mac! i mean like wah-lau! mac for dinner is ok...but mac for birthday dinner is atrocious! at least they end up going to Tiong to celebrate so yup. not saying all the guys are liddat but generally..treat chris betta ba..he's our ah-pa leh!



not stereotyping all the males out there..but where would u guys be n things be done if the girls weren't here?? hmmm...

cough cough

Decided to go school today..class was naturally FUN! haha i simply love 05A05 man..we totally rock PJC nor! today had debates..my class against A06. it was on genetic engineering causes more problems n my class had the upper hand of being the preposition. the debate was quite cool la..A06 was like kind of unprepared? like wad Firdaus said, they screwed up themselves so yup...

we won!

den watched the debate bewteen A03 n A02...A02 won but the best speaker came from A03! haha! my entire class couldn't stand the A02 team because they weren't debating, they were simply attacking the opponents nor. but anyway!during P.E i slacked cox i still dun feel good enuff to run so jus sat there n chatted with glenn, michelle,kaiqi, emelyn n rachel.

Glenn totally amuses n amazes me man! haha he was very adamant to the fact that no ACS Barker boys smoked in the school compounds but the crux here is, rachel knows some ex-ACS Barker guys who DOES smoke in the school compounds!lolx. Glenn, u never fail to amaze n amuse me. because u are simply so innocent n pure! got a feeling that after 3 months with us, u're so going to be corrupted! oops!jus realised that my language proficiency is like going downhill..sigh..ugh crap!