my apologies

Q: What took me so long to type a post?
A: My lappie died and I had to wait for the arrival of my brand-new ACER (yes i know Acer again!) 4935G and install all the necessary programs before i could let my fingers fly across once again.

My birthday celebration was a crazy, messy affair. My Smurfs peeps are insane drinkers and would stop at nothing to see me "Merlion", which i did,eventually. Initially, i was pretty worried about drinking because you never know what you will say in a drunken stupor. Will I point my long middle finger at the policeman like Vanessa? Will I turn physical like dear Liboon? Will I morph into some evil creature?

Luckily, all i did was to knock out and sleep.
Just this once, being 21, I let my inhibitions loose.

I would like to extend my heartfelt thanks to the many friends who wished and reminded me of the my aging. Celebrating 21, is a toast to the many tight friendships i have made and rekindled over the years. I honestly was very touched by each and every one of your gesture to make my 21st memorable in its special way.

It was probably the best event I ever had since the start of the year.
You guys made me felt loved and taught me how i deserve to be good to myself.
So this year my birthday wish..
I wish for direction.
I wish for faith.
I wish for trust.
I wish for restoration.
I wish for joy.
I wish for strength.

I wanna get a job that I am passionate about.
I wanna learn to embrace myself.
I wanna live life like how God wants me to.
I wanna love those who deserve my love.

and of course
I wanna marry Raymond Lam..or maybe Jay Chou or Dan Humphrey or Wu Jiahui or Daniel Wu or ...gosh!
What a decision!
-giggles-

So, as i bid my adolescence adieu and go head butt into adult world, I will learn to be mature but try to maintain the simplicity as a child.

My 2 cousins, brother and Jonathan (Red Cousin's hilarious bf)

Uh, and ya that above pic will go down in history because that is the first time we went out as cousins and probably the only pic for the next 500 years where you will see me brother and I together.

Tell me, do we really look alike?
-guffaws-