strength

I am back for only a week but yet i feel as though i have been back forever.
It has been a furry of catching up with people but somehow deep inside me i feel a tad weird. 4 months may have gone by in a flash but many things have changed. The shops i used to go, some have winded up, some have been replaced, just like some people.

My virgin trip to town after returning is with these 2 lovelies. China would have been more memorable if MOE didnt steal you guys away!

Perhaps i have been too free that is why i let emotions get to me with the onslaught of issues but i know i need to face my giants. The 18 weeks taught me not only to face every difficulties but most importantly, it taught me to face myself and my inner demons and insecurities.

Celebrating Andy's Big 3-0 with bestie and jinli serving us =)

Satisfying my zichar craving with the Smurfs

At the Henderson Wave with the church people to celebrate Joy's 27th

Says, an old man trapped in an adolescent body.
I'll miss you when you're gone.

Twit, my dearest "Agyness Dean"
You're Singapore's loss, Aussie's gain.

Keeping myself busy is my form of escapism. It gives me the excuse not to think.
Shopping makes me feel happy, i guess that is why the call it retail therapy, because it works, like morphine. But when the effect wears out, the giants come running after me again.

Chinatown and PS with Ven and Nick.
Seniors in name though technically I turn 21 first!

I wonder what the future holds and how long can my frail heart take everything.
Maybe it was a mistake right from the start.
Maybe it will bring about a good turn.
Maybe it will tear us apart.
Maybe sometimes maybe, I have only me, my brains and my thoughts to blame.


No hysteria
No tears
No regrets
Just memories.
Life goes on, doesnt it?