lost

i am at a lost at this new play ground

F U

I think I am nice.
And I think I have a pretty high threshold for shit.
but this is the worst shit.
I am sorry if I sound racist but honestly, I would love to cast the benefit of doubt upon you all but sometimes you guys make it so hard for us to do so.

Don't come accusing me that I "sabo-ed" you.
PLEASE.
The DVDs were given to you all for testing before I went on my bak-kwa and pineapple tarts spree.
No one told me that there was a problem.

And when the DVD jammed last night, don't go blaming the other guys.
Why can't you be more initiative and pro-active?
All that was needed was to clean the DVD and then replay it.
What if NO ONE was around in the office?

Don't come accusing me that I "sabo-ed" you.
Look who's talking.
When shit happens, who will the client scold?
ME.
When shit happens, who will the audience throw oranges at?
ME.

Your job was simply to make sure that the DVD work for the next 119 minutes.
I haven't point my finger at you yet, so don't be so pro-active now.

Shit it la.
I am just a freaking temp staff.
I don't need your shit.

february

I finally spent the most important $35 in my life.
The $35 did not go a pair of jeans or a new bag, in fact it went to 3 places, namely NUS, NTU and SMU.
Yes lovelies, I submitted my application for university! -grins-

A part of me is all tangled up with fear.
What if I am not good enough for either of the schools?
What if I entered a Faculty not of my choice?

I actually went to put Nursing in my NUS choice, can! -shudders-
Whatever it is, I will know when application results come out in early March-May.

This year's Chinese New Year was a bit different.
I didn't do much visiting.
Just like how Weidong puts it, when we younger, the money collected was important to us.
But now as we have all grown up, money ain't that important to us.

Sometimes I do wish that I have a closely-knitted family.
But I guess, God is fair and works in weird ways.
Whichever area I am lacking in, He makes up for it in a different area.
And so, thank you for all my friends.
Thank you for not hating me and still calling me your friend. :)

my mouth very small

There's a dry spell going on.
I have no motivation to work and the endless emails are draining me.
I would like very much to put my thoughts to words but somehow there is this unseen force that is pulling me away from this website and alphabets are just alphabets, unable to form an intellectual sentence.

Does busy-ness kill one's brain cells?
I wonder at times.

But anyways, while some people may say that I have a very big mouth ( when juxtaposed next to my non-existent eyes, yes), in reality, i honestly pride myself as someone who can keep a secret or two...that is IF i find it worthwhile to gag myself and bring that secret to my grave.

And one big secret that I was keeping from all the CHS peeps was this....

AH BOON IS BACK!

:D

That silly girl, i miss her drunkard antics and her boisterous laughter.
Each time she gets on an alcohol high, she will immediately dial my number and DEMAND that I join her at some club. -rolls eyes-

Really, those of you who kept laughing at my drunken state..foaming mouth and sleeping, ought to be shot! Be thankful that at least I don't spout nonsense or go "Sorry eh" x 100000 times or "My love" x 100000 a la Tan Pei Xuan and Vanessa Tan.

When I am drunk, all I do is sleep.
And that is the safest thing you should do.
And your secret is safe with me.
-grins-