finally

flat on the wall

GAWD! it took me FOREVER to enter the "creat post" page of blogger. thank God for persevearance and patience and ta-da! the week was a busy one as usual. Went for the "Take the City Walk" on sat and i believe the 4km walk at least allowed me to shed off 500g? haha. The Sunday's newspaper article on blogging had me chuckling all the way though. The report reported that "ME" is all what blogging is about. Not that i am denying it. Cmon, we are all narcisstic and 我们都是自恋一族！=）-shrugs-

It kinda got me thinking about the prerogative of this blog. After wasting a few braincells, i concluded. the existence of this blog was simply..
1: to join the blogging community and experience the hype
2: keep connected with friends
3: allow me to remain sane

But then again, i know more often than not, i pen nonsensical stuff here to annoy kind readers here. I cant wait for the holidays. i think i badly am in need of one. Because yesterday, i came to realise how tired i was mentally and emotionally. i know how often i lament about stress and that. but you realise you are super tired when ambivalence and nonchalance hits you and you turn a blind eye to everything that matters.

thank goodness, there are always little things that act as temporal esctasy and perks me instantaneously like... YOU! so thank YOU..yes YOU. typing away on the keyboard. *Grins*

you me we

Sometimes i really am envious of those who are blind/deaf/mute.
they do not get to see/hear/speak of the treacheries of the world
nor are they even involved.
they are simply soaking in the simple pleasure of life that mere "perfect" humans do not understand.
i do not wish that i can remain ambivalent.
i really wish i was blind.deaf and mute.

alive by night

Ever since wednesday, i have let my nights be days and days remain as days. Rushing assignments after assignments, sleepless nights after sleepless nights. Is this how poly life is supposed to be?

crashed at Shuang's place on wed, the whole gang of t01(mingxiu) n t02 (the usual suspects of shuang jess yao joy ) crashed at my place on thurs and friday. we creatd such a ruckus that i reckoned my bro prolly wanted to squeeze me alive. ha! at least we managed to finish all that we needed to do and whether will we get As or Bs, it doesnt really matter cox what we gained at the end of our "Sleepover-cum-Work Parties" is mainly and simply friendship. -smiles-

in a sense i thank God for placing me in lecture group 02 with the likes of t01 n t02. we are a bunch of rowdy n insane people who will never leave a friend in need to fend for himself/herself. Thank God for T01 n T02! ha, without you guys' constant encouragment, i prolly would have begged to withdraw and change to some other course. BUT! you guys affirmed my presence in CHS and man, where else can i get classmates cum lovelies like you guys? -big grin-

the teachers are awesome too. pushing back deadlines after hearing of our plights and being understanding when we *cough* pon school and endlessly looking at our lappies during lessons, accompanied by the ubiquitous "tak tak tak" sounds of fingers furiously flying around the keyboard.

5 more weeks and it is the end of the term. i can only wish that i will stop hugging the Buddha leg at the eleventh hour but be able to complete all my 5/6 projects by 15 August where deadlines clashed and dark eye rings mark their return. not to forget, 19 august, where i will be sitting for my first poly exam that determines my future in CHS....CHINESE LITERATURE.

all together now..*gasp* OH MY GOAT.

shut up

hapy birthday yuen yun! =D sweet 18!


God made my eyes small so that i won't be able to see much of the happenings.
God created 2 ulcers in my mouth to keep me from talking too much.
God gave me long hair to cover my ears so that I won't listen much.
but..
He forgot about my mind, cause' i think too much.

i hope my care and concerns are not gone to waste, cox i guess all that thinking and pondering has killed my brain cells together with all the water.
therefore, i think i care too much. think too much. cry too much.
SCREAMS
welcome to the world of annabel where the lines between black and white are blurred with grey. where truth prevails but lies hover persistently.

Somebody,REMOVE MY MIND.

The cold and wind dont know
They only seem to come and go away.
Times are had when things got no meaning
I've found the key on the floor
Maybe you and i will not believe in the things we find
Behind the door
So what's the matter with you?
-Stand by me :: Oasis-

nerves of steel

Disclaimer: this is not my cat..ha

The world is corrupted and are full of weird people.
I used to pride myself as being very open-minded and can embrace the misfits of society. I thought i could. But at the end of the day, there is still a lot of struggles towards acceptance. It might take awhile but i cant deny the nerves of annoyance towards your indecisiveness.

AARGH.

"And all the best women are married
All the handsome men are gay
You feel deprived"
-Supreme-
Robbie Williams

chinese lit

poems poems poems!


meiting jess me


jess tore a page of our chinese lit books in a fit of laughter..HAHA

AARGH!

i would prefer doing 100 projects and assignments than studying for a SINGLE CHINESE LITERATURE TEST.-faints- somehow, i was duped into thinking that English Lit is similar to Chinese Lit. but i never knew how diverse the 2 cultures are. i dont dare to aim like high marks but if i can pass this single agony, i'll be uber thankful. ha

on a light note, there has been a wave of blogging craze in my class. i helped karmen, shuangying and meiting to create their blogs! whee~

okay i know i should be studying, i am left with only like 1 1/2 days to study for chinese lit but yet here i am blogging, blog-surf and cam-whore. fine, the 5000 years of chinese literature history is flashing in front of me.
I SHALL GO STUDY.

you are the man who can fly
and travel underground.
actually you are incredible,
though you always think you cant do it.

-excerpt from "Xue Jin Xiong Xin"-

lost control

Is it me or what? Been on a quarrelling spree with Wang yu lately. first was on tuesday where we disagreed about certain conducts and then yesterday, after our attempt at badminton, we lost it.

Why on earth did we let Tibet be the cause of our unhappiness?

Not like the Dalai Ilama will be grateful or wil Hu Jin Tao be darn proud about wangyu's patroitism. -shrugs- but at least it is all settled now la. I was just pissed off by un-needed surge of intenste attitude and the "diao" look he gave.

maybe i should have remain apathetic and shut my trap and not give a hoot about politics or general knowledge. annabel,you should have bloody controlled yourself!


andrew the twit and me!


my belated bday gift .. haha

but alas! the meetup with twit made my "OFF" mode day turn into a "ON" mode! i love it that we can be so comfortable with each other laughing and stuff. Dinner with a dose of nostalgia and a note of familarity. wonderful -smiles- he mentioned that we have not changed much since our new town days but, i think we all changed in some ways, just that we all accept the change in our lives.

i wonder when will be our next meet-up since that guy is going to RMIT and his air ticket is booked for June 2007! but oh wells, i guess it is in such times thar we rely on new media. aah.. twit!

sometimes i do wish that things will remain the same and not go a drastic 360degrees change but we all know how impossible it is.

World Cup

lovelies at tampines central mac : Portugal vs England..portugal WON! whee~


t02 and some of our lecturers at the Freshies Welcome party! 01july06


Portugal vs Holland...we never forget to cam-whore ANYTIME ANYWHERE

to mingyang: haha poly life is tiring! kill the person who said poly life is slack! and why is it that i NEVER see u in school??


For some reason, i have made McDonalds my third home after NP. I had spent my some of the mornings there watching soccer together with my mates and a bunch of strangers. the irony lies in the fact that i do have the World Cup Premium channel at home. i could watch the matches "live" at the comfort of my own territory but i chose to rough it out outside. haha, the main drawback about watching at home is that i will be dying of lung cancer. -shrugs-

so, i am no big soccer fan. i still have zilch idea why would 22 handsome lads run after a ball and get into scuffles with each other over the ball possesion. it seems meaningless to me, but somehow i kinda enjoy the adrenaline rush when you see the ball hit the net. haha.

lotsa projects coming up and i am tired of class politics. groupwork means working together as a group. which is something we all need to learn.

so when will Singapore win the World Cup?
probably when i am married to Jay Chou and have an affair with David Tao, not to mention a romantic getaway with Josh Harnett and Tony Leung and have Robbie Williams washing my feet plus Chet Lam serenading me with simple ballads.

in short, never. but i still love singapore! =) now, this is the power of propaganda - national education -wink-