helicopter banana

Time never waits. I have got like 3 1000 word essays due between next and the coming week and i'm so going to make my lappie my best friend, not to mention my newly acquired dictionary. I'M GOING TO SURVIVE!

my classmates commented that i'm very westernised. but those back in new town and pjc commented that i'm a cheena person. so what am i? after "much" deliberation, i concluded i am a helicopter banana.

why helicopter? just try saying Chinese-educated in a thick Chinese accent and you'll hear yourself saying, "Chinese helicopter". lol. In jiemin's term, it simply means i;m bilingual so i should not be too worried. i wish i could. somehow i'm angry at the standard of chinese taught back in new town. i'm at such a disadvantage la. so what if i got A1, i'm still lagging behind. -groans-

And out of boredom, I decided to surf all my lecturer's profiles and man, Danny Yeo is going to be my goal. He has a Masters, graduated with First Class Honours and has great experience in radio and the media. He 's bilingual and despite being in the media industry, he managed to kept his feet on the ground and always trusting in God. Danny Yeo is my GOAL! i wanna be as good as him or perhaps even better. haha.

so yea, this is a superhero wannabe who is actually a helicopter banana who aims to be like danny yeo but really is surviving in chinese studies. I shall go back to my lappie and study for my test and start furiously typing my essays.

let's say it together, 大家一起来! 加油加油加油加加油! wheee~~~~

pendulum

For the first time ever since entering CHS, i cracked under stress and looming despari about my inability to complete projects and broke down in tears.

I went to the library in hope to find information for my projects but all efforts came to a naught. It gave me a headace instead. When i entered the room for cell-group, Keelin passed some comment which i really couldnt be botherd to rebutt back. Then Chris chided him and mentioned soemthing about me being stressed over Chinese Lit, somehow, it sort of reminded me of all my projects (including a nightmarish 3 1000 words essays).

i got out of the room and somehow i let the tears flowed. in a way, the tears were a release for me. Went back and Joy and he girls arrived. Prayers abound and somehow i felt the love from my spiritual family once again.

Chinese studies. Marc keeps saying i made a mistake in going there. The thought never fails to haunts me but I enjoyed the whole course and lecturers and my lovely class. I love Chinese. I love media. all i need now is the ability to shake off the habit of writing in English and get accustom to writing in Chinese.

I can conquer this stumbling block and emerge victorious!
*self hypnosis*

full time student

I'M A FULL TIME STUDENT, FINALLY!

After pondering and some nail-bitings, i decided to quit both my Little Lamb and Coffeebean jobs. It's always good to have extra cash but i guess, after Sunday's service, i knew God is telling me to take a rest and concentrate on my priorities that is ..studies and Him. =)


me and my mister brokeback..~~

It's kind of uncanny 'cause, i was listening to radio the other day, and the deejay was saying about taking a break to recharge yourself. so i mean, it's obvious la! but oh wells..i never enjoyed the idea of being a full time student till now. yes i know, i'm insane!

watched the news today? Good news! you just missed catching me on the news! haha. I cant believe people still managed to caught it on CNA, TvMobile or CH5/8 la. i looked like some bloated ghastly ghost. No wonder the news presenters all slapped on 5-inches thick foundation. and it's true, you look DOUBLE even TRIPLE the size of yourself on tv. -grossed out-

t02 havoc

I really love T02. I never fail to be thankful and be blessed to be part of this lovely class. so off to K box we went on thursday and when i say we were havoc i do mean havoc.

we starting to sing "high" songs at shuangying's request and we got so high that we were jumping and dancing around. gosh, i never realised how HOT kbox could be. but yea. it was fun nonetheless.some minor hiccup but i mean for the sake of the well being of the class..let us forgive and forget. -smiles-

today we spent much of the cell time chatting and recording a video for qi which is so election-esque i think qi will probably have her eyeballs popped out watching it la!

Been thinking alot lately. whether i should stop working and be contented being a full-time student. but i guess i have been working for so long that i sort of forgot how to revert back being a student. And no, this aint a good sign. but i shall keep away from the lure of monetary benefits.

money can never be enough.
and i shall learn to be contented with it all.

everyday's daisies loving

my lovely class with our fave lecturer Danny Yeo =D

It's the 3rd week of school and i'm beginning to feel the heat. The idea of rushing projects and assignments and having to be able to balance school and life in general.

but thank God for my classmates think without them i would have died horribly in chinese lit. i think what amanda said was true, Chinese Lit is fun once you get the hang of it and afterall, i took English Lit..i by rights should have not much problems. -cross fingers-

Went to watch Daisy the other day with yun and i cried. It was a nice movie and even though i know such things will never happen in real life,somehow, the show touched me. but yea.

ever felt that even though you are living and alive, you are mentally gone and simply drifting along the safety lines of life?