Wednesday, April 13, 2005

if i could

if i have all the power in the world, the first thing i'll do is to stop/halt all productions and decisions regarding the casino issue. cmon. singpore's supposed to be clean n green, NOT money and russian roulettes. ugh. and they said government poached scholars to work for the country, trusting them to have smartypants brains..gripes. if they are smart or rather have a HEART, the casino issue won't be a issue in anyway. i have enough gamblers in my surroundings, thank you very much. mum's addicted to 4D/toto/wadtheheck. dad and his rachehorse. bro and his endless soccer bettings. i dun need a CASINO to entice my bro and dad. die if u want, just dont drag people to die with you.

and if i could, i would make sure that cyndi wang, 5566 or whoever that cant sings but wanna be a singer CD wont be produced. pure torture to my ears. i even had to resort to flipping their CDs over to the other side and even hiding them jus to save the world. can someone please like drag cyndi off the stage and her cutesy *gag me* pouty lips and puppy-dog eyes saying ,"i'm over 20 but man i'm so cute right?" shoot her. i'm waay much cuter. okay, u may shoot me too. but if u mux, shoot HER first! ugh!

i'm the queen of the land
of jewel and rubies

i waved n smiled
somehow
tears still rule the land.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

nkf

it's the time of the year again where emil chau will come on stage n sing all his evergreen songs "begging" everyone to "duo da yi tong! 1900-112-6888!" oh well. kidney dialysis. i wonder..with so many charity organisations around..NKF is hogging the show and apparently taking the lion's share..so, HOW MUCH DO THEY ACTUALLY NEED?

G12 was great. i attended last year's sessions but most of time i was either sleeping or daydreaming. still remembered that during one session, me n weiwen were like crapping throughout the entire session and a guy turned around n said,"excuse me, if you want to talk, please go outside. i want to listen" =x oops. touche!

this year i'm such a guai girl. listened to the sessions n made notes. well well, i receieved alot of insight and yup, the tears flowed freely each time they sang songs and prayed. within one year, i've grown quite a bit i must say..only God can change me. =D

oh and I SAW MY GUITARIST!!!! haha..he was just like in front of me? lolx *gushes*

oh was at paragon watching this cute little boy playing drums and a tv crew was filming him. when his performance ended. the tv crew suddenly came up to me,jac and vanessa n interviewed us..haha SUPERSTAR-DOM, here i come! *dreaming*

gai wo dian zhan deng
jiangwo xin zhao liang

please call 1900 112 ANNABEL. each call costs S$5. Your call is important to save annabel. xie xie da jia!

Friday, April 8, 2005

appreciation

i frankly dunno what to update about since i jus update yesterday. well..was jus talking to ju lee and i guess even though i meet u guys almost every other day..i still miss u guys.

i missed the entire FCBC family hanging out together. all our jokes n suan-ings n teasings. each time i take the bus home from school or work, i simply love to squeeze my arse to the window seats. i'll just stare out of the window n think back about how after school, we'll hang out n "study" together. it was through those times that we grew stronger.

i missed new town. how i practically know everyone in sec4 level. how we go round slamming the school, mugging for o's, running away from miss susan wong and her bio nightmare, hugging each other when we screwed our mid years/common tests/prelims/o's, crushes on seniors, heartaches, passing notes in lessons (this to u jane n kris! ahah!)

i missed pjc. unlce fat and his horrible oily food. western food stall's maggot-infested salads. 05a05 going crazy. exchanging uniforms. lit play. studying.

so many things that i missed. and i guess it's time i show some appreciation to everyone around me. big or small. tall or short. thin or fat. cmon,u guys deserve a standing ovation for being the champions in my life.

as much as i would like to turn back time. i know this is one wish that will never come true because the sands of time are slipping through my fingers faster each time i reminisce.

Wednesday, April 6, 2005

supper

i'm such a hardworking worker. my shift supposed to end at 10pm but i decided to stayed on till closing. ain't i such a to-die-for employee? lolx. well met my 3rd n last manger of the outlet, Tony (outlet manager), Terri (assistant manger) n Dexter (assistan manager). Dexter's such a gay. nah, he's not crooked jus that he always gets gay attacks so yea, GAY!

my co-worker's called eddie too. man i miss my beloeved di-eddie! haha. i wonder if guys who call themselves eddie are 1: cute 2: chubby 3: such pinchable cheeks. man i'm such a sadist. oh well. realised that by working there. i need no spend my allowance at all. why? oh apparently it seems that we have this "exchnge-food" policy within coffeebean-delifrance-kfc-yoshinoya. so my dinner is well taken care of with dexter around. haha.

had supper together with dexter, eddie, dexter's friend n a "gay" from yoshinoya. haha. dex treated me to supper n a cab ride home. well..saved some money! i realised that when u truly go out to work, u SERIOUSLY see the world and interact with all kinds of people. and by interacting, it's up to u whether u wanna accept his or her past. past is past. let it be, sigh. and i'm choking to death with marlboro, texas 5. i'm full of glee if one day the govt chose to ban smoking. can someone just shoot those tobacco companies?? i'll pay for the assasins gladly!

i dreamt of you last night
how have you been

if putting down was easy
as it seemed to be
why am i still pondering?

Tuesday, April 5, 2005

bean family!

okay, i've finally returned to update on my life. well work at coffeebean has started and man, the bean people (that's how we address everyone n anyone who works at coffeebean) are REALLY NICE and FUN! lolx.

had my first training session on monday. less than 5 minutes before i sat down, the trainer invited me to the toilet to tuck in my shirt. -_-" talk about first impression. anyway the training was cool. had fun with fellow trainees. though all of us are located in different outlets. oh! there were oso students on attachment! from philippines and indonesia. a manager from starbucks decided to jump ship because he said "after 2 years working with insincere people. i felt i needed a change" boy..starbucks. tsk tsk.

and now I KNOW THE SECRET TO ALL THE ICE BLENDED!!! muahaha. feel so proud of myself. love the smell n taste of coffee ..heavenly. lolx. first day at Great World City was kind of like nervous n tensed up. but whew nth major happened. other than i nearly added coffee to a pure chocolate ice blended, everything went well! =D

i seriously think i have this uncanny affinity with smokers. #1: my father n brother smokes. #2: a couple of my schoolmates smokes. my teacher too. #3: my coffeebean trainees most of them smokes. #4: the outlet i'm located at, the assistant manger smokes and a fellow barista too. so yup. smokers united. bah. if i die before i turn 21, u'll know why. smokers in smokers out.not that i'm against them but... CAN THE GOVT JUST BAN SMOKING ALTOGETHER????

oh by the way. happy belated bday Merissa (04/04), chow chow n junxiang (31/03), julie (19/03)! and happy baptism to chow n julie n weimin! (26/03)!! hehe